Update

So they have this sign at my work and I love it. The first time I saw it, I just laughted cuz it was pretty funny. And now whenever I see it i think of all the old people that I serve playing like little kids in the parkinglot. It really is a pretty funny thought when you have George and Dorthy bouncing a ball back and forth but since they are so old everything is in slow mo.

My life seems to be revolving around work. I really dont mind it, I accualy love it. Its nice having a place where it almost feels like home. I know I know, but Indy, dont you live at the church too? Sure I do...but I just have gotten so close to the people at work I love being around them. And when I see them at school too its just awesome.

This week has been loonnngg. I think it is just because i've been studying for tests and stuff since its the end of the quarter..but iono. I guess it would be nice to just take a week or so off of work and just be able to do nothing besides school. Routine gets tiring after a while.

GAH

I dont get why people are so dumb. I dont get why they do half the crap they do. AND you know what I hate more? Is when people try to blame all their crap on something else. You know? It seems like we're always trying to make an excuse for something. If we're late, they ask why. If we didn't something we say it was an accident. What if we were to tell someone that we just were, that we dont have an excuse? I dont think people could handle someone taking responsibily for their actions. Like if I was late to a class and the teacher asks why, and instead of saying something like traffic or car wouldnt start, we just say were late cuz we are. That we take all responsibility for it. I guess im just tired of people thinking they can get away with things because they "were drunk" or something like that. Dont be stupid. Just think for once.

Now I realize I was just pretending...

Homecoming = Amazing

Morrow + Working for 9.5 hours.... = $$$$

THere we go

OWELL

Life goes on and thats what matters. Im not worried. Im not scared.

My theme for the day was the one writen on my arm, "Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desire of your heart." That tells me to just be happy and not worry. To just say owell when things are messed up. Really helped me today. One I want to remember

Ace Of Spades

Ace of Spades. The Celestial. Space Ace.

True

"you just had a rebound. Which dont get me wrong can be a really fun distraction but when its over, your left thinking about the girl you really like, the one that broke your heart." Jim from The Office

OMGOSH!

"Im always one step ahead, like a carpender....who builds stairs..." Dwight

The Office

"Hug it out ____,

That is what men say to each other after a fight. They hug it out, and doing so they just let it go...and walk away and they're done. Not a good thing to say to a woman I have found out....doesnt translate."

Wow its so true and I love it. Just dont say the ending is all ;-)

The Ace of Hearts. The Starbearer. The Prince Of Hearts.

Goodbye, cruel world
I'm leaving you today
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Goodbye, all you people
There's nothing you can say
To make me change my mind
Goodbye

Those Nites

I remember when we used to laugh about nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all
Remember when we'd

Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In the dark room lit by the TV light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive
We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those night kept me alive

I remember when we used to drive anywhere but here
As long as we'd forget our lives
We were so young and confused
That we didn't know to laugh or cry
Those nights were ours
They will live and never die
Together we'd stand forever
Remember when we'd

Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong with us
Those nights belong to us

I remember when we used to laugh
And now i wish those nights would last

Ive had so many of those nights lately. Just so unsure about a million things and I only wish I could forget them all and just laugh

COFFEE TIME

I was taught how to do coffee today at work...pretty awesome. I did forgot a few things of bread there at the end..but owell I fixed it. It really easy and fun. So now hopefully I can do that more often instead of stations. YAY!

Just when your on the bottom, when your one the floor feeling crushed, when your resenting everything that you once believed in, He comes through for you like you knew he would. He saves your butt. As much as you might hate some of the strings he has attached to it, you are willing to make those sacrifices if the end is what you want.

Crazy

Crazy, but thats how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe its not to late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Lifes a bitter shame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

Ive listened to preachers
Ive listened to fools
Ive watched all the dropouts
Who make their own rules
One person conditioned to rule and control
The media sells it and you have the role

Mental wounds still screaming
Driving me insane
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

I know that things are going wrong for me
You gotta listen to my words
Yeh-h

Heirs of a cold war
Thats what weve become
Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb
Crazy, I just cannot bear
Im living with something that just isnt fair

Mental wounds not healing
Who and whats to blame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Be You

"If you really like Mong-ryong, then you wont need my permission. Mong-ryong will come to you."

Wow. I think it is so true. When someone is between to people that they like/love and those two people go together and talk about it, its so crazy. I just feel that this explains alot of me lately. That i have almost been stealing people from others. And I hate to do to them but it just happens. But if you really like that person and put an effort into it and tell them how you feel, they will come to you. Its that honesty, that trueness that you have when your around them that they just love. Its how you say "i miss you" or "baby" that they cant stop thinking about. Its how you will drop anything for them becuase thats how much they mean to you. And by doing that you "win" them over. You dont need the permission from the person they are currently with to date them or what ever, you just need to be you.

Wow

today was awesome. I didnt think i was gonna be doing too much when i woke up but it turned out to be alot. After doing nothing for a lil while, i went to some stores with travis and we decided to call zack and see what he was doing, so after the 3 of us set a time to rock out in the basement me and travis went to the pawn shop. I saw some awesome guitars but pretty beat up. Saw some bases and all...Then we got to the church.

I dont know how it happened but it turned out to be travis on base, zack on guitar and me on drums. Now i wasnt all that bad, i was keeping some good rythms. Sure i could use some more practice but it was awesome. Than me and zack switched for about 10 mins and he was doing good too. It was cool all and all.

Then did some more stuff that you'll have to ask travis about and then went home. Me and travis played a lil more together. It was awesome

Music = Life

so having early release can get pretty boring. I thought it would be pretty awesome but when u dont have anyone else that has it with you it gets soo lonely. And I dont really have much hw to do so i cant really do that....owell....

I guess ill live....