Friday, November 30, 2007

Slow Ride

Ever since I heard and played this song on Guitar Hero 3, its been stuck in my head. I love the bass riffs and stuff, its soo amazing. So today after school I hit play and cranked my guitar and started playing alone and its soo awesome!!!! Then I got called into work so the whole time it was stuck in my head and I was almost dancing around to it, hehe. Like every time I would go to take dishes to the back I would be like dancing lol. Great song.

Slow ride, take it easy - Slow ride, take it easy,
Slow ride, take it easy - Slow ride, take it easy.

I'm in the mood, the rhythm is right,
Move to the music, we can roll all night.
Oooh, oooh, slow ride - oooh, oooh ...

Slow ride, take it easy
Slow ride, take it easy

Slow ride, take it easy - Slow ride, take it easy
Slow down, go down, got to get your lovin' one more time
Hold me, roll me, slow ridin' woman you're so fine

{Rod and Dave riffs}
Woo!

I'm in the mood, the rhythm is right,
Move to the music yea, we can roll all night, yea.
Oooh, oooh ...

Slow ride, take it easy - Slow ride, take it easy
Slow down, go down, got to get your lovin' one more time
Hold me, roll me, slow ridin' woman you're so fine

(Slow ride, easy, slow ride, sleazy - Slow ride, easy, slow ride, sleazy)

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Piano

So I'm, more or less, teaching myself how to play the piano. Katie sorta tried to tell me how but it didnt really work so Im just doing it myself lol. But so far Ive almost got this one song, thats not a lil kiddy one, down and its awesome. And it helps alot really with guitar and stuff since I know more about the roots or whatever. So thats been going on lately. Im doing good and starting to learn chords too hehe.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Re:

I am so gonna win.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

let songs of joys fill the earth.
Your praises echo everythwhere
from oceans deep to the sky
let all things praise you Lord most high

Let all living things
praise you with one voice,
we will resonate,
resonate your glory

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Be Happy

Isn't it great the things we do for other?

Tant pis...je quite, tu peux l'avoir. Je ne veux pas les mauvaise goods

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I am so gonna win.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Yes

cuz everytime I look at you
no matter what I'm going through, its easy to see
everytime I hold you, the things I never told you
seem to come easily...
...cuz your everything to me
...everything to me
...everything to me.
I just feel like everything is falling apart, that everything is coming down on me. I make one decision that I think is a good one, and everything changes and nothing seems real. All the memories come back to haunt me and all the things I said. But what hurts more is thinking of all the things I never said, how I feel changes like every day and people need to know that...sure Im bipolar..thats obveous.

Monday, November 19, 2007

WOW GUYS

You suck. I dont get how all of you focused in on the whole girl thing but totaly ignored the part about the YG and what not. GO BACK and read it AGAIN.

Then we'll talk. Girls are girls but the YG is something more important

Sunday, November 18, 2007

The Story Of The WIller

I feel...not hopeless but around that area. At this moment I just feel that there isnt anything I can really do about how I am feeling. I feel very jelous of people and their relationships with others, if they are BF and GF or not. I feel like I have to wait because thats the rules, but I dont want to. I want to just tell her how I feel. I want to be able to hold her.

Then there is what I feel God wants. I feel like he is telling me to hold off just a little to make sure that the feelings I have and have had for the past month or so are real. I feel that He is telling me that there is someone great out there and he doesn't want me to miss them because I was getting my feelings mixed up. That I was looking in all the wrong places for that girl. Instead of looking at just "one night stands" i should be looking at someone I would care about for a while atleast. Hes telling me that the last one didnt work out so great cuz it was focused on the wrong idea and started in a bad way.

Then God is telling me to have Patience and Devotion. To stick it out because no one else will and it will show that I truly do care about everything that is going on and as hard as I try to seem that I am not involved that I am in the center of it all because of that choice to never ever leave until I have to for college or purposes like that. Not because of something I think. A cake has milk, eggs, butter, flour and sugar in it for a reason. And all because the flour thinks it doesn't fit in doesn't give it the right to just leave when it was willed to be in that cake. Because the flour left and how the cake now seems to look, the sugar leaves and then following it the butter does. Now even though the cake was willed to be a cake with all those ingredients, because they were so greedy and did not think of the cake as a whole, it seems ruined. But because of the greatness of the willer, instead of a cake you have a morning breakfast, Eggs and Milk! Then once the ingredients that left see how great it turned out, even though it wasn't a cake, they wish they had been able to be used like the milk and eggs. They wish that the willer had used them in suck an amazing way but because of their own evil and sin, they ruined that chance. And even though evil and sin ruined a cake, the willer was able to turn it into something good.

I Just Wanna

I got a body built for sin and an appetite for passion
Yeah I can see the road to ruin and I'm lookin' for some action
I got my finger on the trigger and a match to the fuse
I'll make someone an offer that's too big to refuse
Tired of tryin' to be what I'll never be, baby, you could never see that

I don't want a romance, I don't wanna dance, I just wanna forget you
Time to take my chances, find somebody new
I just wanna for, I just wanna for, I just wanna forget you

I'm gonna set the night on fire, shootin' like a Roman Candle
Ooh yeah, I'm burnin' with desire and I'm much too hot to handle
I'm like a runaway, crazy train, I'm out of control
If you try to put the brakes on, I'm still gonna roll

Tired of tryin' to do what you want me to, baby, I'm just tired of you, yeah

I don't want a romance, I don't wanna dance, I just wanna forget you
Time to take my chances, find somebody new
I just wanna for, I just wanna for, I just wanna for
I just wanna forget you

Wake up, baby, don't you sleep, I can't take this one more week
If I can't go out to play, I can't make it one more day

I wanna play with dynamite, time is right for heavy breathing
Gettin' stone cold crazy till the dawn without a reason
I wanna take me a vacation down a long stretch of track
I'll find a new sensation and I ain't comin' back

Tired of tryin' to be what I'll never be, baby, you could never see that

I don't want a romance, I don't wanna dance
I don't want a romance, or a second chance
I don't want a romance, I don't wanna dance
I just wanna for, I just wanna forget

Fallin

heheheh she said Im cute, that makes me day and weekend!!

Friday, November 16, 2007

WOW Guys

I never knew cleaning could be sooo fun!!!

Victim #1: Kevin Butler

Victim #2: Could be You!

You all will have to tune into the Mindy and Indy Show to see what its all about.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

NEVER

This is you, this is me. This is who we're meant to be. We are the real, the truth is unchanging.

So it is, sometimes, that I feel this life is far beyon repair, but I, I know that you are there. Tonite, I wont give u

WOOT

so yet again I am confused about my own wants and needs. But I do have to say that I am feeling God inside me once again and I do not want it to stop! Yay God

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

ICI

Tu veux me savoir? K, je peux le faire. Je fais mal a la coeur parce que mes copains pensent que je suis bi. Je me tue quand je suis avec eux. Je deteste ou je suis avec Dieu mais je ne peux pas l'en faire quelque chose. J'ai besion de Dieu. JE FAIS! Tant pis oui? tant pis pour moi parce que je suis tres stupide et moche. Je veux me tuer. Je suis un belle fille qui m'aimera. Donnez-moi un Dieu!

Monday, November 12, 2007

Here you go then. Raw Indy

I know that you
You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way

I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave

So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be

So get your car, I'll meet you sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm so tired of living in this small enclosed campus
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans

Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)

Wow. I dont even really know where to start because to tell you the truth, I dont want to think about it. I dont wanna let everything out, i dont want people to think that i am weak and dont know what im doing. It feels like im living day to day, just doing my own thing and hoping that it will work out just great in the end. Its been hard writing essays for college and all them asking about my relationship with God and then going wow i feel like a totaly different person lately, how am i suppost to write on this? I feel almost too busy for God and that I only think of him every now and then. owell i guess right? It will all be better soon...when im up in Briercrest living like a star doing what i know is right and having the best time ever. I cant wait.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

GONE

GONE, LIKE YESTERDAY IS GONE, LIKE HISTORY IS GONE. JUST TRY TO PROVE ME WRONG.


She told him she’d rather fix her makeup
Than try to fix what’s going on
But the problem keeps on calling
Even with the cellphone gone
She told him that she believes in living
Bigger than she’s living now
But her world keeps spinning backwards
And upsidedown
Don’t say so long in the cellphone
Don’t spend today away
Cuz today will soon be

Gone, like yesterday is gone,
Like history is
Gone, just trying to prove me wrong
And pretend like your immortal

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every day we borrow
Brings us one step closer to the edge (infinity)
Where your treasure, where’s your hope
Forget the world and lose your soul
She pretends like she pretends like she’s immortal
Don’t say so long
Your not that far gone
This could be your big chance to makeup
Today till soon be

Gone, like yeterday is gone,
Like history is gone,
The world keeps spinning on,
Your going going gone,
Like sumemr break is gone,
Like saturday is gone
Just trying to prove me wrong
You pretend like your immortal your immortal

We are not infinite
We are not permanate
Nothing is immediate
We’re so confident
In our accomplishments
Look at how dark it is

Gone, like frank sinatra
Like elvis and his mom
Like al pichino’s cash nothing lasts in this life
My highschool dreams are gone
My childhood sweets are gone
Life is a day that doesn’t last for long

Life is more than money
Time was never money
Time was never cash,
Life is still more than girls
Life is more than hundred dollar bills
And oh the town fills
Life more than fame and rock and roll and thrills
All the riches of the kings
And up in wills we got information in the information age
But do we know what life is
Outside of our conveinent lexus cages

She said he said live like no tomorrow
Every moment that we borrow
Brings us closer to the God who’s not short of cash
Hey bono I’m glad you asked
Life is still worth living, life is still worth living
its just sad....no one believes me either..

Friday, November 9, 2007

Lyrics

"Damn it feels good to be a gangsta
I mean one that you dont really know
Ridin around town in a drop-top benz
Hittin switches in my black six-fo
Now gangsta-ass niggas come in all shapes and colors
Some got killed in the past
But this gangtsa here is a smart one
Started living for the lord and Ill last"

Monday, November 5, 2007

I think you’re coming around again
Your psychic told you that she thinks it’s the end of the line
You put on that smile again
And somehow forget you were ever a friend of mine
These days I’m amazed by the changes in you
But this time you decide you don’t like the truth
Don’t throw in the towel and give up on me now, what can I do?

You’re dying to live, you’re dying to know what love is
And I’m trying to show you something more

Now you’re watching the sky
For a top gun falling out of the blue sometimes
You wish you could hide
From this nightmare you swear is becoming your everyday life
I know you don’t show you’re not doing so well
It’s ok cause today there’s a way out of this
Take my hand if you can and we’ll drive all night


You ask me the question
Staring out the window with the memory running down your face
Is there more to this maybe?
Than dancing for pennies in the street like a gypsy girl, baby
You’re trying to lie about why you’re down and out
Can’t you see that it’s me you’re pushing around
When will you be still and take your chances with God?

She’s music to my eyes and she lives in paradise, but something isn’t right
She thinks she’s going blind, but it’s just dark outside
Tripping along under pale street lights
I can’t believe she says that everything’s fine
She’s the luckiest girl alive, she’s the luckiest girl alive…
What a lucky world

Sunday, November 4, 2007

"yeah well im done with relationships, from now im gonna be like you."
"why would yo u wanna be like me?"
"cuz you never fall in love with anybody so you never get hurt"
"being hurt sucks, but love is the most beautiful and noble of human emotions.
Its what gives a man hope, what gives his life meaning. Don't turn your back on love jake.
I did and I regret it everyday."

Saturday, November 3, 2007

I like where we are

I like where we are,
When we drive, in your car
I like where we are.... Here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here

Cause our lips, can touch
And our cheeks, can brush
Our lips can touch here

Well you are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Our lips, can touch
Our lips, can touch...here

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you quite terribly
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your

You are the one the one that lies close to me
Whisper's hello I miss you miss you
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms

Here in your arms.
Here in your arms.

Friday, November 2, 2007

Prennez-le

You better listen up, since you screwed me you've been on my mind
Yeah, 'til the day we met, I was cruisin', I was doin' fine
Ooh, but now my world's gone crazy and I think about you all the time
I'm gonna tell it to ya baby, it ain't like it was
There'll be no ifs ands or maybes, only justice because

Hey, baby (I got an angry soul, I got a broken home)
I'm gonna stick it in your heart of chrome
(I got no self-control, you gotta heart of chrome)
Yeah, sugar (and now you're gonna see, that since you messed with me)
I'm gonna stick it in your heart of chrome
(You'll pay eternally, for your heart of chrome)

For your heart of chrome

Yeah, you really made a fool outta me
Everybody knew you used me, but I was just too blind to see
You taped our sexy conversations and you sold 'em to the BBC
You told me people can't be trusted, you gotta watch the things they do
But if you still believe in justice, I'm gonna give it to ya, give it to ya
Ooh!

You told me lies about all that you feel
I realize now that nothing was real
You took everything you could beg borrow steal

Hey, baby (I got an angry soul, I got a broken home)
I'm gonna stick it in your heart of chrome
(I got no self-control, you gotta heart of chrome)
Yeah, sugar (and now you're gonna see,
you'll pay eternally for your heart of chrome)
I'm gonna stick it in your heart of chrome

Psalms 43:18-19

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?