Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Untitled

Walking down the lonely street,
I know only you can guide me,
Hold my hand, Wish if you can
or we can just wait and see

See where you want to go
See where your going to take me
Only you can show me
Only you can show me

Down the path that you laid out for me
I'm so very glad I've found my way
Obsticals there, Be no scare
Until the light of day

Here I am Lord walking for you

Almost feel like I’m doing it blind

Give all my trust, if I only must

Type of faith that’s one of a kind




Untitled

Writin and Composed By Indy Elwood and Mindy Olson ©

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Prom

You know what I found out last nite at prom? Was that there are alot of dumb people who just seem to want to go out and get drunk or mess around...its just stupid. Like I was really surprised how many people I heard were doing stupid stuff like that and some of them I would have never expected it from. Am I like one of the only people that wants to just have a good innocent time chillin? Just a disapointment

Because your the one suppost to struggle, not me. I don't know what I would do if you suddenly became someone who let something own you. I think the second you stop fighting it, time really is on your side. And you can go on being who you are, or keep enjoying that little crush of yours...

Friday, April 25, 2008

My First Kill

You can accomplish anything with a friend by your side. Of course sometimes friends will surprise you. One of the good things around here is that you dont know how things are going to end. Ultimatly it will drive you crazy if you dont have a friend to help you through it.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

My Moment of Untruth

Its hard when you lose for the first time. Its harder when its the 100th time. And yet sometimes losing is a good thing, like for instance when your losing your insecurities about the guy your marraring which makes it a whole lot easier to cut him some slack once in a while. I guess you can underestimate how the smallest gester can make everything better.

I think the problem with most people who want what they cant have is that when they accualy get the thing they covet for, they dont want it anymore.

What love is

God?

And somehow forget you were ever a friend of mine
These days I’m amazed by the changes in you
But this time you decide you don’t like the truth
Don’t throw in the towel and give up on me now, what can I do?

It’s ok cause today there’s a way out of this
Take my hand if you can

Than dancing for pennies in the street like a gypsy girl, baby
You’re trying to lie about why you’re down and out
Can’t you see that it’s me you’re pushing around
When will you be still and take your chances with God?

She’s music to my eyes and she lives in paradise, but something isn’t right
She thinks she’s going blind, but it’s just dark outside
Tripping along under pale street lights
I can’t believe she says that everything’s fine
She’s the luckiest girl alive, she’s the luckiest girl alive…
What a lucky world

What a lucky world indeed

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

The One Tonight

Sometimes its those things that make absolutly no sense to someone...that causes anothers to make perfect.

My Catalyst

Everyone has there own way of getting through the day. For some, its as simple as standing up for a friend, and getting away with it. For others, its talking things out with someone.

Everyones got their own burdens, and I'm not going to be one of those guys that dumps mine on everyone else. I think owning your burdens is half the battle. Still, its not that daunting if you look around and see what other people have to deal with.

Monday, April 21, 2008

My Friend The Doctor, My Dirty Secret

You can never underestimate the importance of listening. Listening can effect your carrer. Listen can even mend a friendship. ultamitly, it keeps you in the moment. So you don't miss the things that matter.

You want to know why i wanted you to be that guy? Because it would mean that you used to be a guy who had dreams and ambitions, and even though things didn't work out the way you hoped, it would still explain why you are the way you are, and make you human. Some people hide from who they really are, others adventualy accept who they are. But sometimes its the tough moments that help you realize who you've finaly become.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

My Fifteen Seconds

How are you supost to move on from someone when your always around them? When opertunities come along, you just cant, you just can not let them slip through your fingers. You know? I think I do. All I know is that I missed an opertunity, I guess thats the thing about life, you dont really get many second chances.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

T.C.W.

I dont think people are meant to be by themselves. Thats why if you accualy find someone you care about, its important to let go of the little things. Even if you cant let go all the way. Because nothing sucks more than feeling all alone. No matter how many people are around.
WHY ARE WE WAITING?!?!





for someone else to tell us how it should be....

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Sacrifices

they warn u that youd would have to make sacrifices. i guess that means different things for different people. like giving up something now, for something youve wanted all your life. but after a while it feels like your not giving up anything at all.

Monday, April 14, 2008

Artist: Oasis
song:wonderwall
Album: (What's the story) Morning Glory?
tab by:FRANCIS CABALLERO OF BSU
Capo 2. fret

Chords used:

EADGBe
Em7 (022033)
G (320033)
Dsus4 (xx0233)
A7sus4 (x02033)
Cadd9 (x32033)
Dsus4/F# (2x0233) [note:some people think this is a G/F# (200033)]

Here's the rythym of how the chord in the verses should be played:

Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
e--3--3--3--3-3-3-3-3--3--3-3--3-3-3--3--3-3-3--3--3-3-3-3-3-3-3----|
B--3--3--3--3-3-3-3-3--3--3-3--3-3-3--3--3-3-3--3--3-3-3-3-3-3-3----|
G--0--0--0--0-0-0-0-0--0--0-0--0-2-2--2--2-0-0--0--0-0-0-0-0-0-0----|
D--2--2--2--2-2-2-0-0--0--0-0--0-0-0--0--0-0-2--2--0-2-2-0-2-2-0----|
A--2--2--2--2-2-2-2-2--2--2-2----------------0--0----0-0-0-0-0------|
E--0--0--0--0-0-0-3-3--3--3-3---------------------------------------|


Verse 1
-------
[NOTE: use the above strumming rythym when playing the verse chords below]
[ANOTHER NOTE: play all "A7sus4"'s in the verses the way it is played in
the rythym section above.]

Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
By now you should've somehow realized what you gotta do
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do
Cadd9 Dsus4 A7sus4
About you now

Verse 2
-------
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do
Em7 G Dsus4 A7sus4
about you now


Pre-chorus
----------
[NOTE: the tab below is what is played by guitars 1 and 3 while guitar 2
plays the chords above the words. The tab below is used for both the first
and second lines of the pre-chorus]

h=hammer on next note without picking again with the right hand
p=pull off to make next note without having to pick the string w/ your
right hand again

Cadd9 Dsus4 Em7
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
e-------3------------2h3p2----------------------------------------|
B----------3----------------3-------------------------------------|
G-------------0----------------2-----------------0-----------0----|
D--------------------0------------------------0---------0h2-------|
A---3------------------------------------0h2---------2------------|
E-------------------------------------0---------------------------|

Cadd9 Dsus4 Em7
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
Cadd9 Dsus4
There are many things that I
G Dsus4/F# Em7 G A7sus4
would like to say to you but I don't know how
e-------3--------3--------3---------3-----------------0-------------0---------|
B---------3--------3--------3---------3-----------3------3--------------3-----|
G-----------0--------0--------0---------0-----------0------0----------------0-|
D-----------------------------------------------------------------------------|
A---------------------------------------------------------------2-------------|
E-----3-------2---------0---------3-----------0-------------------------------|

e-----------0---------------------|
B------3-------3-------3----------|
G--------0-------0----------------|
D-----------------------------0---|
A--0-----------------2----0h2-----|
E---------------------------------|


Chorus
------
Cadd9 Em7 G Em7 Cadd9 Em7 G
Because maybe You're gonna be the one that saves me
Em7 Cadd9 Em7 G Em7 Cadd9 Em7 G Em7
And after all You're my wonderwall

(hold Em7, then silence)

drums come in, then:

e--3-3-3-3-3-3-3---|
B--3-3-3-3-3-3-3---|
G--0-0-0-0-0-0-0---| (and then right back into chord
D--0-2-2-0-2-2-0---| progression for the verses)
A--0-0-0-0-0-0-0---|
E------------------|


Verse 3
-------
[same chords as Verse 2]
Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

Pre-chorus
----------
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you,
but I don't know how

Chorus
------
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Outro
-----
[this riff repeated a number of times with chorus chords in background]

Cadd9 Em7 G Em7
e--------3--0-------------3--0----|
B--0--1----------1--0--1----------|
G---------------------------------|
D---------------------------------|
A---------------------------------|
E---------------------------------|


Very faint riff heard at end of song: (I think alot of people may never
have heard this faint little ditty!)

[NOTE: this little riff is played WITHOUT a capo]


e--------------0--------------------0-----|
B--------0--------0--------2--------2-----|
G-----------2--------2-----2--------2-----|
D-----4-----------------0--2--4--2--2-----|
A--4-----------------------0--0-----0-----|
E-----------------------------------------|

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Wait

You’re rushing, doing everything anything on the verge.
Not even thinking about what if you’re doing is absurd.
I don’t mean to be the one to cut in,
but you might want to stop and
think about what you’re doing.
Here we go, everybody in the house one time,

everybody get up with their
rhyme and the times and the lines,
and everybody says it, everybody
goes and everybody plays it…
what, and everybody says you’re front,
and everybody says you go with
your flow, and everybody knows,
everybody sings, and everybody brings…
Have fun go ahead, do anything instead.
You can do what you want if it looks fun.
But God is in control of the
route and that is what it’s all about.
Movin' in a van, so what we are
a band, now you gotta get up,
get the lights shining and jumping on your feet,

we’ll hit you with a beat, let’s
move for He has given us everything.
There isn’t a time, a place you can be,
not a place in your face that you cannot see,
back up your face are you talking, yea,
I said it’s grace, He will be with me every place.
And why now, everybody says it, why now,
and everybody says you go with
your flow and everybody knows,
and everybody sings and everybody brings it.

You go and everybody says it,
you go and everybody throws it,
you go and everybody fakes it one
time, and everybody shows it,
one time and everybody throws it,
one time and everybody goes it,
one time and everybody blows it.

Here we go, come on.
Come on man tell me what you were thinking,
doing everything with a selfish reason.
I didn’t meant to be the one to cut in,
but you gotta stop and think about what you’re doing.
You sang your song way out of tune,
so step off now and let it loose,
I’m not gonna do it your way!
I’m doing it for God, so I’m here today.

Everybody goes and everybody knows,
everybody sings and everybody brings.
Bring it on, bring it on this time,
everybody sets it up with their rhyme,
But now, everybody says somehow,
and everybody says you go with your flow
and everybody knows and everybody sings,
and everybody brings it.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Ici

Dieu, Je me sens tres interestant. Le monde me menance et je n'ai personne faire confience. J'apprerende me lever dans les matins, l'espore en moi a disparu et je ne sais pas ce qui faire. Je me ballide entre la vie pour qu'est-ce que? Échever dans le fin? Se renseigner que je sois un mavais gen? Je veux élater, tuer, s'échaper. Mais, Je devine que je ne peux pas. Tout je peux faire est profiter de la vie et essayer gagner. Oui? Je pense. Néanmoins, Je serrai ici.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Just Plain Ordinary

"Yeah, well, at least I'm not ugly"
"Yes you are. And your boring. And your totaly ordinary, and you know it."

The girl they were talking about was a girl who wanted to be a model, someone who wanted to be extordinary. Its funny because he is so right, she is ugly, and boring and totaly ordinary. To me, its because she represents the world. She is just like everyone else and there is nothing special about her. While for the rest of us, like christians, there is so much. Our little relationship with Jesus makes us so...extordinary. So interesting and beautiful. And to tell you the truth...its hard for me to like non christians or christians who act like they arnt because they are so ugly and boring on the inside. They have almost no sense of morals or right vs wrong. They have no drive that makes them extordinary. I still love them as a person but to be able to understand them and agree with what they may be doing...its hard and I dont like to. Being in AP Euro really has taught me alot about my morals and my beliefs because of all the discusions we have in there and how they all turn out to be somehow connected to religion. And it is always me who is asked those questions it seems and it is always me who gives the answer that I believe is the cookie cutter answer but deep down I really believe it. I really do believe that morals are the things that you stick to no matter what, not the things that you throw out the window when u have a situation where it is tough. Morals are the thing that should make everything plain black and white, not black and white and red all over. It should not be the situation "if you were starving and poor, would you steal food?" and you go, well yeah, because im starving and cant buy food. Morals are the things you stick to when you are faced with a rough postition. It is not the thing you forget in order to benifit yourself. Have you ever noticed that? Usauly people stick to their morals until they are faced with something then they will just do whatever best benifits themself. It is not what is accualy right but it is what will get them further that they can defend for chosing. I just wish people could see...see that what they are doing is so wrong and vile and disgusting to look at. And well, I dont want to really be around it anymore..I want to run away and be with others who agree with me and live in my own world where everything is just great because everyone is doing what is right and trying to be the best they can be, not the best they can be while being lazy and looking normal. But the world will never change. It will always be full of people who just don't want to put the effort towards caring about what we do or what we say or what we even think. There will always be someone who wants to have fun and be on the wild side and wants to mess everything up for the rest of us. And we will always just deal with it. Like fighting a war that will never be won, being pushed underground almost and percecuted for trying to be what is accualy the moral and right thing. There is so much beauty in the world...but its just so hard to see with all the filth that we have covering it up.

"Do you think I'm ordinary?"
"You couldn't be ordinary if you tried."

Thursday, April 3, 2008

Take The One Thing I Have Left

We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves?

Psalms 43:18-19

Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?