Electrify

I noticed last night at practice when I was playing my electric guitar, that the music was in me. I was playing and couldnt help to dance a lil. I guess...rock out. And then today while I was playing the song I wrote, I was doing it again, but it was on my acoustic guitar. I just wanna dance and sing and play all night! Its amazing!!

wow

Its hot out....like real hot. This is what summer is about!!

Iris

When everything is made to be broken, I just want you to know who i am.

Im sorry I was so horrible to you lately. Its not who I really am and you know that. Even though we ended up broken, I hope you can see who I really AM. Im the guy that would talk to you for a few hours even after everything, not the guy that would just want u out of my life.

Im sorry

This Week The Trend

So the last two days everything has pretty much gotten on my nerves. There have been things that havnt, like Jesse and Danielle and guitars, both other than that I just feel pissy. Last nite I exploded pretty much and felt like I was crazy. I just have feel really unloved lately. Like by friends and people. Today I felt like I was just a huge screw up cuz when ever I would be doing something its seemed like I was in the way of people. So I finaly just went to my room, turned on the Paul Stanley and took a nap. Its just like people get mad over the dumbest things and make others feel like crap cuz of it. I asked my brother for a ride up to my moms work and he just went crazy....if I had known he was gonna die by using a 5th of a gallon of gas on me I woulda just walked. I think its just that everything is gonna change for me in a month and I have almost no control on it. I have to figure out home im gonna get to and from school and work. I have to keep all the comitments I have. Its my senior year and I really have to focus. Its just like BAM time to get real Indy. If it was up to me I would sit at home all day playing guitar and write songs and hang with friends. And through all of this instead of looking to God like I asked him, I have turned to other things that I know arnt good. I feel so two faced and hypocritical. I guess thats something I really should work on. Like when I tell people "dont worry" I need to do that myself. There is only one thing I really ever worry about and it is that someone. I worry about if they truly do feel the way they tell me. I worry about stupid things that I know arn't true. I worry about when the next time I will get to see them. Then I also tell people when they are fighting with someone or unhappy to just get over it. To just talk and work it out. As Jesse loves to say "get your panties out of a bunch". Well I guess I usaly do this fine, if there is something I will just either get over it or talk it out. But there has been one person that I just havnt been able to. And tonite is the nite I just get over myself. I have been knowing its the thing I have to do but just keep ignoring it, say oh I can do it later. Well I will do it now, because I wanna be partying like a rockstart that I am later.

Tonight I wanna see it in your eyes
Feel the magic
There's something that drives me wild

'Cause girl, you were made for me
And girl I was made for you

Crazy Crazy Nites

So i started to freak out on my self...long day i guess. I guess im just worried about all these things that will just pass in a day or two. I need to trust God.

I hear my song and it pulls me through
Comes on strong, tells me what I got to do.

I always forget that I should play my favorate song in times like these. One of the great things about music.

So Alone

So im sitting here with nothing to do because I cant play guitar cuz people are watching tv, and I cant wait tv cuz there is no more tvs and no one is on aim...so I am really bored at its 8....no one seems to be around either... i feel so lonely..

..as great as this summer has been at times it sure is boring. We never really do anything....