COFFEE TIME

I was taught how to do coffee today at work...pretty awesome. I did forgot a few things of bread there at the end..but owell I fixed it. It really easy and fun. So now hopefully I can do that more often instead of stations. YAY!

Just when your on the bottom, when your one the floor feeling crushed, when your resenting everything that you once believed in, He comes through for you like you knew he would. He saves your butt. As much as you might hate some of the strings he has attached to it, you are willing to make those sacrifices if the end is what you want.

Crazy

Crazy, but thats how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe its not to late
To learn how to love
And forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Lifes a bitter shame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

Ive listened to preachers
Ive listened to fools
Ive watched all the dropouts
Who make their own rules
One person conditioned to rule and control
The media sells it and you have the role

Mental wounds still screaming
Driving me insane
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

I know that things are going wrong for me
You gotta listen to my words
Yeh-h

Heirs of a cold war
Thats what weve become
Inheriting troubles Im mentally numb
Crazy, I just cannot bear
Im living with something that just isnt fair

Mental wounds not healing
Who and whats to blame
Im going off the rails on a crazy train

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Be You

"If you really like Mong-ryong, then you wont need my permission. Mong-ryong will come to you."

Wow. I think it is so true. When someone is between to people that they like/love and those two people go together and talk about it, its so crazy. I just feel that this explains alot of me lately. That i have almost been stealing people from others. And I hate to do to them but it just happens. But if you really like that person and put an effort into it and tell them how you feel, they will come to you. Its that honesty, that trueness that you have when your around them that they just love. Its how you say "i miss you" or "baby" that they cant stop thinking about. Its how you will drop anything for them becuase thats how much they mean to you. And by doing that you "win" them over. You dont need the permission from the person they are currently with to date them or what ever, you just need to be you.

Wow

today was awesome. I didnt think i was gonna be doing too much when i woke up but it turned out to be alot. After doing nothing for a lil while, i went to some stores with travis and we decided to call zack and see what he was doing, so after the 3 of us set a time to rock out in the basement me and travis went to the pawn shop. I saw some awesome guitars but pretty beat up. Saw some bases and all...Then we got to the church.

I dont know how it happened but it turned out to be travis on base, zack on guitar and me on drums. Now i wasnt all that bad, i was keeping some good rythms. Sure i could use some more practice but it was awesome. Than me and zack switched for about 10 mins and he was doing good too. It was cool all and all.

Then did some more stuff that you'll have to ask travis about and then went home. Me and travis played a lil more together. It was awesome

Music = Life

so having early release can get pretty boring. I thought it would be pretty awesome but when u dont have anyone else that has it with you it gets soo lonely. And I dont really have much hw to do so i cant really do that....owell....

I guess ill live....