HEY GUESS WHAT GUYS!!

Morrow is my Jazz concert and it would mean alot if any and all of you could make it. It starts at 7.30 morrow night and there are 4 combos then the jazz band, so it will be really good, dont worry. If you need anymore info email me ASAP lol. Oh and its at BHS in the auditorium...I guess that could be helpful

Mes Cher Copains ou Mes Pauvre Copains

Jésus, pourqoui est-ce qu'ils le font? mes copains, mes cher copains! Ils essaient me tuer. Ils me detestent. J'essaie eux aimer mais non, ils vont et me faire aussi rien. J'ai fatigue de eux aider, de eux donner ma éspoire. je eux dis etre bon mais non, ils sont méchant, toujours. JE LE DETESTE QUAND ILS CE FONT

Ici-git mon coeur

Dieu, pourqoui est-ce que quand je donne mon coeur a quelque chose, je fais mal? Je le deteste quand j'essaie faire quelque chose mais quelque chose se passe et je ne peux pas. Je donne trop de mais je ne le rends rien. Je prie pour ton aide, je fais toujours...Je pense que j'ai besoin de un fille qui m'aimera et sera genial. S'il vous plait donnez-moi une réponse trés vits. Tu es mon éspoir seul. Marci Dieu.

Yes

I am very proud of myself too. I am very loved. I cant wait to show you what else I got up my sleeve, only to make you more proud

I told you all I was gonna win, gosh. haha je t'aime, tu me manques aussi. tu me manqueras, tu es mon bijoux, tellement beau et perfect.

Xmas...Not for me

So Christmas time is here. Yeeeaaaahhh. Now this is the time where everyone goes, "So christmas really isnt about the gifts or about spending time with your loved ones to me but it is about Jesus. All the other stuff is just what people add to it.." To tell you the truth..I HATE it when people say stuff like that, because I feel like they are a huge hypocreate. We all know for the most part what Christmas is really about. We all go to church for the month of December and every year we all learn what Christmas is really about.
As hard as we might try to tell our selves its not about the gifts, it is. I mean come on, its the day after thanksgiving and everyone is at stores buying crap for christmas. While buying that do they think, OMOGSH Jesus' b-day is in a month!! or do they go oh, xmas is soon, I need to get shopping done. And the stores, do they starts decorating the week after halloween because they want to have a big birthday bash for Jesus or because it will make people start buying stuff earlier.

Now this is the part where I go off about how its different for me right? well ok I can try...

Christmas to me...hmm..ok, what christmas to me is a time of relaxation. No school for two weeks, pretty sweet huh? Its a time where I try to think about God more but usaly dont because well I'm human. But I dont do the whole gift thing, to tell the truth I dont care about it one bit. I mean sure its nice to get stuff but growing up in a family where money is tight and you know it, I have grown to not expect anything. People always ask me what I want for christmas and I really dont want anything. I dont wanna sit there and fanisize about all this crap that I really dont need but would like just for the heck of it. In all honesty, I am completly satisfied if my family gets a xmas tree. Other than that, what more is there to want? I mean, I know that God is around and I know that my friends love me...

...and I feel like I almost hate Christmas. I hate how people get around the this time. Feel so fake. And I hate how much the Jesus story is done, I know I know, its his moment, but its just like wow, you told the same thing for the past 4 weeks but in 4 different ways..iono. Im sorry if I sound horrible but Im not gonna lie about it.

So that was my little rant for all of you. Hope it spoke to you somehow...

"Music and pretty girls"

Wow. So for the past hour or so Ive just been looking at Guitar Center's web page and looking at a whole lot of random crap that it would be awesome to have some day, like lighting stuff and guitar pedals. And while doing that I also was helping Baigal do a cross word puzzle, so she would give me a word and the number of letters and I would type it into answers.com and try to find the word that meant the same thing. It was alot of fun. I love music stuff and I love pretty girls, lol. But anyways, pretty awesome looking at stuff on their page, found some good cheap stuff for the YG that is on our list so deff will check more into that.

YAY