Glycerine

Must be your skin I'm sinking in
must be for real cuz now I can feel
and I didn't mind
it's not my kind
not my time to wonder why
everything's gone white
and everything's gray
now you're here now you're away
I don't want this
remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
don't let the days go by

if I treated you bad
you bruise my face
couldn't love you more
you got a beautiful taste

I needed you more
when we wanted us less
I could not kiss just regress
it might just be
clear simple and plain
that's just fine
that's just one of my names

My Girl's Ex Boyfriend

When he was seeing her
You could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her
Because he knows he's missing out
Now it's haunting him
The memories like a ghost
He's so terrified
Cause no one else even comes close

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

So then, along comes me,
This undeserving mess (undeserving mess)
Who would believe my life
Would be so blessed (life would be so blessed)
Two years ago
He left all that debris (left all that debris)
Who would of known
It would be everything I need

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

If it wasn't for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for him
He would be as happy as me

She and I settled down you can bet
That he is going to have to settle for less
He's someone that I would hate to be
I got the girl and he's left with just the memory.

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend


If it wasn't for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for him
He would be as happy as me

Human

Don't think feel or hurt

Just live move and breathe

Instinct is a great gift

Good Times

I saw this on Jesse's myspace and had a good laugh:

"Best Quotes Ever!!!!
jleopold4553 (11:28:04 PM): hows that lady hunt coming along?
Starbearer POH (11:28:16 PM): uhhh i cant rememer her name... "

That deffently sounds like something I would say...and do..

WELL this week has been totaly fun and crazy. I applied for a supervisor/manager position at the old folk home and am still waiting on hearing back..I assume that I am going to get it but still with having to wait makes ya wonder. Haggen is starting to get under my skin but with a few night shifts I am feeling better about it all, just hoping I'm not there too much longer. I will miss alot of people and things but at the same time I wont miss some people and things. Just gotta move on with life and climb the latter and see how high it gets...but be sure to have fun while u climb it and dont be afraid to climb someone else's latter.

For What Its Worth

There's something happening here
What it is ain't exactly clear
There's a man with a gun over there
Telling me I got to beware

I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind

I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side

It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Where Did I Go Wrong?

the sad part is i knew my choice all along

i have to

its what i wanted all along, so wouldnt i be stupid not to?

Long Time

I know I'm cocky

But I'm proud of it.

I know I'm obnoxious

But I'm crazy like that.

I know I'm large

But I'm in charge.

I know who I am, so don't go wasting your time trying to tell me everything that's wrong with who I am cuz with complete honestly, I could care less because I am in love with who I am and what I will become. I am what I am and nothing can change that, its not my fault that I care so much about my jobs that I do my best each and every day. It's not my fault that I am so connected with music that I use lyrics and metifores to express how I feel. It's not my fault if I put my heart and soul in to something that I own so I can be proud of it. But most importantly of all, its not my fault that YOU don't understand.