MORE!!

So tonite i was at some family friends house and i got to play the electric guitar for an hour or so with them, one of drums...and i realized how much i really do love guitar. Lately i have been slacking cuz there really hasnt been that drive in my to learn anything new and it is alway so hard on the acoustic but i realized that if i can play it on mine then it is sooo easy on the electric. So I think i am going to do that this summer, go get some songs that i love, not just KISS(but oh there will be one in there) and really learn them well. So that is something to do since i cant get a job..

Midnite Rockin!

So its fun Rock n rolling all nite like KISS says to the super long solo on Free Bird!!!!

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways adknowledge him and He will make your paths straight. Thanks for coming through for me today big guy.

Im afraid that im going to be like him

When he was seeing her
You could see he had his doubts
And now he's missing her
Because he knows he's missing out
Now it's haunting him
The memories like a ghost
He's so terrified
Cause no one else even comes close

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

So then, along comes me,
This undeserving mess (undeserving mess)
Who would believe my life
Would be so blessed (life would be so blessed)
Two years ago
He left all that debris (left all that debris)
Who would of known
It would be everything I need

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

If it wasn't for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for him
He would be as happy as me

She and I settled down you can bet
That he is going to have to settle for less
He's someone that I would hate to be
I got the girl and he's left with just the memory.

He's a guy that you should feel sorry for
He had the world but he thought that he wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

If it wasn't for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for him
He would be as happy as me

God

Summer skies to separate lives
Tell me how we let this go
I hate goodbyes, God knows I've tried
I've been staring at this phone

I just thought I'd let you know
All these things I did not show you
I've just got to let you know
That I still care

Now you're gone, I'm all alone
And nothing here is right
I can't go another day
Without you in my life
God knows I'm hurting from keeping it inside
Right now I'm praying that healing comes in time

I wish that I could think of the words to say
to make this feeling go away
But you know that until then I'll be waiting here for you
I just thought I’d let you know
that I still care

I've just got to let you know

Gah i just wanna move away from everyone in my family right now. They just dont seem to get it....and its the most annoing thing ever. I really just want to move right now. So frickin annoing.

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to You

Tell me that You will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of You

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'less I feel You next to me
You take the pain I feel
(Waking up to You never felt so real)
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way You make me feel
(Waking up to You never felt so real)

I hate living without You
Dead wrong to ever doubt You
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore You
Oh how I thirst for You
Oh how I need You

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of You

Manventure!

So me, jesse, seth and lindel went on a manventure to the beach, pacific city, today.

so we took off around 730. then got to this waterfall we saw on the way about 830ish so we stoped there for like 20 mins. yeah it was small tho, like maybe 10 feet high. but we stoped there and there was a trial there so we tried to climb it but it was pretty steep so me and lindel went a lil and stoped then jesse and seth went farther.then lindel shoots seth in the nose wit airsoft and he then falls all the way down and gets dirty and skins his leg. jesse goes all the way up and around to the waterfall and we get pics and stuff then starts to come back down and falls and does the same. then me and jesse peed..

then we left and drove for a while and then found this semi park thingy and went airsofting and throwing rocks in the river and had fun. but when we went back jesse and lindel drove off with out me and seth and we were still shooting at each other. went back then we drove and had to get directions at this gas station where we all were telling seth to talk to the hott gas girl but he wouldnt. so we got there finaly about noonish maybe 11. iono.

got there to pacific city and changed and went up this huge sand dune. and we had this blow up raft that we were playin wit so after going up and playing for a long time we jumped on it and went down. i did a flip going down lol. then we went into the water...for like 10 min. they picked me up and dunked me in cuz i didnt want to stay in long cuz it was really cold. salt water in my mouth., yuck so we left there dried off a lil and went to a store and got lunch. went to get gas from the hott gas girl but she was gone, poor seth.

Then we were gonna go back to our park thingy but there were alot of ppl there so we decided to find another....but we never did cuz it was crazy. jesee got a lil "happy" and was blowin bubbles too in his sleep. Got back to Jesse's house and hand some fun with fireworks and a VHS tape....they wrapped me wit the insides then i became the incredible hulk and broke out. And yeah.

So the moral of the story is when going down the highway at 70mph dont roll down your window and aim your airsoft gun at signs and shoot or other cars will get scared. And Manventures are fun and worth it.