Deep Song of the Month: November

Child In Time by Deep Purple

This is a song that I always love to listen to, a good song that represents Deep Purple themselves. It has soild lyrics with great imagery. I always feel as if this song is a rollercoaster, it has its ups and its downs with twists all throughout it. Very enjoyable solos and leads which just takes the song to that next level making it awesome.

Enjoy!

Sweet child in time, you'll see the line
Line that's drawn between the Good and the Bad
See the blind man, he's shooting at the world
Bullets flying, ooh taking toll
If you've been bad - Oh Lord I bet you have
And you've not been hit oh by flying lead
You'd better close your eyes, you'd better bow your head
Wait for the ricochet

Ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo..
I'm cryin' for you day and night
Ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo..
Aaa-aaa-aaa..
Oh, I wanna hear you sing..
Aaa-aaa-aaa..
Oaoh..
AAA-AAA-AAA!!
AAA-AAA-AAA!!


Sweet child in time, you'll see the line
Line that's drawn between the Good and the Bad
See the blind man, he's shooting at the world
Bullets flying, mm taking toll
If you've been bad - Lord I bet you have
And you've not been hit oh not been hit by flying lead
You'd better close your eyes, you'd better bow your head
Wait for the ricochet

Ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo..
Ooo-ooo-ooo-ooo..
Aaa-aaa-aaa..
Oh, I gotta hear you sing..
Aaa-aaa-aaa..
Oaoh..
AAA-AAA-AAA!!
Oh..
AAA-AAA-AAA!!

Oh..god oh no..oh god no..oh..ah..no ah..AAh..oh..AAWAAH!!..oh

Deep Song of the Month: October

Hotel California by The Eagles

So usualy I am not an Eagles fan but this song is one that no one can deny greatness. Musically and lyrically this song is just amazing. The long elegant intro that slowly builds into the first verse, the awesome solo and jam that ends to a fade, they're just great musical layout to take the song to the next level. The lyrics themselves paint a pretty visual idea but if you listen to the words and really feel them with the music there is so much more that you can get from the song.

Here it is, Enjoy

On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
’this could be heaven or this could be hell’
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here

Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget

So I called up the captain,
’please bring me my wine’
He said, ’we haven’t had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine’
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...

Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin’ it up at the hotel california
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis

Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said ’we are all just prisoners here, of our own device’
And in the master’s chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast

Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
’relax,’ said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
But you can never leave!

Next Deep Song of the Month : TBA

Oh I'm Back...

U know what bugs me? People who get tattoos on their feet. I dont know why but to me it just seems stupid. Two people I know have stars on theirs and it just looks kinda gay. Any where else really is fine, like why not on your leg or calf somewhere? Always make me think how much I love mine. No matter how faded or different it may seem from others, it still holds that eternal meaning and makes me glad I did get it. I feel like it truly has become part of who I am today which makes me know I am still apart of who I used to be, and who I want to be. Just using this blog really makes me feel like I am part of who I used to be, like this blog is really just a big post of the story I have since my last. Wow, you know? I loved having this tool to express myself no matter who or who didnt see it. I dont know where I am going anymore, it used to be just school and then whats after is Future Indys problem. Funny huh? Now it feels more like I have all those problems and am still clueless to where I am headed and I know I dont have too much more time on my hands to figure it out before I get stuck like all those others I never wanted to be. But yet I remind myself quite often that I am only 19 and still am very young no matter how lost I may feel. I trust that I will end up where I am needed to be.

Relationships, relationships are so frigal that it only takes one little offense and it can snowball on ya. And if that snowball starts to pick up speed god forbid, you better tuck and go my friend. BAM the shines off the apple, and thats when you realize that that pretty little girl you married isnt a pretty little girl at all, no shes a man-eater. And im not talkin about the ohh wow here she comes kind of man eater, Im talkin about the kind that uses your dignity as a dish towel to wipe up any shreads of manhood you have that might be stuck inside the sink. Of course I may have tormented her time to time but honest to God thats what I thought marrige was about so much so that at the end of that relationship i honestly dont know who i hated more, her or me. I used to sit around and wonder why our friends wernt trying to destroy eachother like we were. And here it turns out the answer was pretty simple, they wernt unhappy. We were.

Relationships dont work the way they do on television and in the movies. will they wont they and then they finally do and their happy forever. Give me a break 9 out of 10 of them will end because they wernt right for each other to begin with, and half the ones that get married get divorced anyway. And im telling you right now for all this stuff, i have not become a cinic, i havnt. Yes i do believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and you know, in some cultures a chicken. You can call me a sucker, i dont care. Cuz i do believe in it. Bottom line, couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everyone else but they dont let it weigh them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time, if theyre right and real lucky. One of them will say something.

I've had enough of seeing love
Being played like some game

Stupid people..

Its funny how summers pretty much over and now I have no friends again, it sucks too cuz I have like nothing to do what so ever, besides work. Friends...its funny cuz they always say "oh I'll be there for you forever, you can always count on me, through thick and thin" I was looking at someones page and her and her boyfriend broke up I guess and I just remember her always saying stuff like that and most couples do and it bugs me alot. Its just like whats the point of you saying that now and lying through your teeth when you know very well when something happens you are not accualy going to try and stick with them and work it out. Its just gay really, come on people the only reason why you say it or post it is so that people see oh she really cares for this person and so that the person thinks you have something special and that you will be there no matter what. When in reality you will skip out the first chance you get, you will start drifting away and then thats that. I just wish more people could be honest when it comes to relationship and just be up front. But they can not because we, as humans, are constantly afraid of being vulnerable so we lie and make people believe what they and us want to believe so everything is fine and dandy when, is really that hard to tell someone, hey I dont want anything serious I just like being around you and having fun. I'm not looking for a wife yet so back off. Haha. Iono I'm just tired of people being fake, just up front make no promises and comintments if your just gonna skip out when trouble comes your way. If you REALLY are willing to stick it out 110% then fine blab your mouth about it all you want but make sure the other person is willing also or else your going to be working so hard for someone that in the end doesnt want to be with you. Just some crazy thoughts after a long day and nothing better to do.

Ballin

Oh yea and I wanted to say I'm so tired of stupid people using purell every stupid chance they get. I hate when people go crazy over this crap, someones sick we gotta wipe this crap everywhere when all it does is weaken you to sickness. Just give it up and if your really that freaked out just go run your hands under some water and you'll be fine gosh. I'm just tired of everyone that always follows the stupid media like with the swine flu. The chances of it effecting you is so small that theres no need to worry and you need to just shut up for 10 minutes.

I Wish I Could Say

Everyone keeps talking about how we've changed. Its been a year more or less since we've seen each other cuz of school and what not but everytime they say it, they make it sound bad. I cant stand it. They say it from what they see in a few hour glimps but not in the whole years span or even a few days worth. When ever someone says it to me I just always think to myself, how do you know? You wernt here for any of it and you dont see anything I do, you dont even really know me now. If they were to look at what I do I feel they would respect me for it. Or atleast they should, I work my butt off so I can have an easy life. So that I wont be poor for all my life, so I can sucessed where ever I go. Its funny how much people tell me at Creekside about myself. How my cook constantly tells me I've grown up and taken charge when I need to, how when I do something I dont just do it but I put an extra effort into it. How he calls on me because I am dependable and accualy care about my job. Not just going through the motions but trying harder each time. Then when my supervisor tells me shes trusts me when shes not there, that she asks me my opinion and feedback because I am set apart from the others, I am more of a collige than another worker. When ever they tell me this stuff I just kinda push it out and say thank you but not very often do I accualy care, because I already know it, I makes sure I am like that. To me that what work is, its a place where you go and do what you have to and its not seperate from your personal life, as much as sometimes it would be nice. You bring who you are into the game and you win. Its wierd to think about it but I know how true it is, I am only truely happy when I am working. I complain about having to do it and what not but its when I am there doing it I know its good, I know it will make me who I want to be one day. On my days off I get so bored because I feel like I should be working, making money. Today was one of the first days where I accualy was cooking at Creekside. I was the one calling the shots and deciding how I wanted things and I loved it. I loved having someone else trust me with a huge thing like dinner and having the freedom to bring my style and self into what would happen. I laughed a little cuz I had called my girl at Haggen and asked about what was in something because I couldnt remember exactly what was and I had to improvise and it turned out great. So when people say I've changed I know they are right but for the wrong reasons. I know I have in a great way and that in the end, whos to say I wont be the one on top? Some people spend their time and energy into changing their bodies, their personal life or their image. While they've been doing that I've been pretty busy changing my career. I'm not saying that those other things your focusing on are bad things, I'm just saying mines better. Haha and no, I have havnt changed a bit. I'll always be that same old cocky church boy who no one believes in. But dont worry, I never really cared if you did anyway because all I care about is I know what I can do and I can move moutains. I have the answer, the key and the truth and no one can take that away from me. What makes me even happier is I know that Ive made it this far all by myself. I dont have someone doing everything for me, I work hard so I can take care of my own things and not have to ask my parents or friends for help when I know they couldnt. And thats why I love working. Cuz everything is mine and mine alone, something I will charish all my life is knowing I steped out into the working world and didnt take freebees but took care of myself. Everything was my gains and my loses.

Im scared