I Hate Feelin' Like This

So today was a good day...untill I went driving. I love to drive, like to me its alot of fun and I am usaly pretty good. well it was all good untill we were coming back from the store. I got in and did all the normal things and was backing out then was going to turn so i started to do that then my dad tells me to back up and go the other way, so i started to but since i wasnt expecting to so I wasnt straight when i backed up. So he was telling me all about that when I thought it was no big deal....well i guess it was. So that made me a lil uneasy and then everything is going fine untill we get to basken robins. He tells me to go through the drive thru. So im like ok, and start to then he tells me to stop -_- so i do. Then he tells me to instead go around it and back to the front so I start to and I hear this van next to me honk and so i slow down and look and i guess he was going.....i didnt hit him or anything but got close. I expected when my dad told me to go that it was clear. SO that was real annoing. And i just burned myself twice..

So a perfectly good day somewhat ruined. Owell morrow will be another day to get it right I guess. Pssh.

I was thinking of this song, i really like it.

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to You
Tell me that You will listen
You're touch is what i'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You
Comatose
I'll never wake up without and overdose of You
I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
'Les I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel

I want Jesus to take my pain. I dont want to live without him, he is all i have. days like this i just want to get away, go to my own lil town and be alone with my guitar and just play as loud as i can and sing for God. Worship him with all I am.