yay for life.....riiiigggghhttt

So first off, I want to say that matt leaving was the best thing that could happen to me. Its not that i hated him or anything, i loved him more then the world but I needed him to leave so I could start relying on myself for the God spirital stuff. I seriously think that I am as spirital as I ever been. More then a mission trip. I want to worship him as a job, the greatest job there could be, and then in my later years be a pastor. But the joy and feelings it brings to just play and sing to show him how i love Him.

Youth Group was good, I think people are starting to get the idea that we really do have to rely on God and not ourselves. It bugs me so much to think that im the only one that is like "uhh guys.....lets give it to God and not worry and accauly TRY to make things better" but i know im not the only so i feel good about that.

There was something else that i was gonna say but owell i forgot.

"The LORD gave and the LORD has taken away;
may the name of the LORD be praised."