Sunday, September 30, 2007
WOW!!
So someone please tell me how I do it!! Cuz I sure dont know, is it just cuz i know the right words to say at the right time? Or that I just care so much or what? ALL I know is that chris sure was right...
My End
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
Ill never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...strangers hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
Theres danger on the edge of town
Ride the kings highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...hes old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and well do the rest
The blue bus is callin us
The blue bus is callin us
Driver, where you taken us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin a blue rock
Cmon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But youll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
Ill never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...strangers hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
Theres danger on the edge of town
Ride the kings highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...hes old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and well do the rest
The blue bus is callin us
The blue bus is callin us
Driver, where you taken us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and...then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door...and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother...i want to...fuck you
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
Cmon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin a blue rock
Cmon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But youll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
Saturday, September 29, 2007
My Friday
So today felt like my first day off in a while. I did have wednesday off but I went into work to help out for a bit then I had prac and YG. But today I just got to come home after school and do nothing! So amazing. Then I got to experience Halo 3 which was awesome. Morrow is gonna be a crazy day. Im trying to get all my college papers done and out of the way so I can get them in and also sorta clean up my room....and do all my hw. AND on top of all that I have work. We'll see how it works out. I am excited to work morrow tho. If you know what I mean ;-)
Today was a good day. Pretty boring classes...sub in french so we did nothing. But 7th period was fun since I had no class.
Today was a good day. Pretty boring classes...sub in french so we did nothing. But 7th period was fun since I had no class.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Fortune for the day
School, work friends, Band prac, YG, Hw. That was pretty much my day. School was normal, took an AP stat test which was easy. Then AP french was just normal, didnt do a thing really. Film lit we finished Casablanca and I really liked the ending, that was a good Frenchmen. Then I sat outside the band room for 7th period and played guitar and had fun with that, started to write a song which its really awesome! Then I went to work and hung with those crazy cats for an hour or so cuz I had nothing to do till prac. But I wish now I woulda gone down so I could have been more organized for YG.
Everything was fine, the band coulda done better if I payed more attention but we got mindy started on the drums which was my main focus for the week/month. And now im just sitting here sorta talking to people and somewhat doing my Pre cal but not so much since I have no class in the morn. Im more trying to figure out how im gonna bs this essay morrow....with a KISS song, which makes it even better.
Everything was fine, the band coulda done better if I payed more attention but we got mindy started on the drums which was my main focus for the week/month. And now im just sitting here sorta talking to people and somewhat doing my Pre cal but not so much since I have no class in the morn. Im more trying to figure out how im gonna bs this essay morrow....with a KISS song, which makes it even better.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
so it hurts alot to hear how my friends are. That they ofcourse were betting on my downfalll. So only to when school started? Looks like u didnt have to even wait that long.
You guys really piss me off you know that? Maybe if I had some friends that were accualy suportive things would work out.
Ive got nothing, nothing to say to you
I need space, gimme a few.
It aint gonna happen, so just give up
LEAVE ME ALONE, I DONT GIVE A
You guys really piss me off you know that? Maybe if I had some friends that were accualy suportive things would work out.
Ive got nothing, nothing to say to you
I need space, gimme a few.
It aint gonna happen, so just give up
LEAVE ME ALONE, I DONT GIVE A
Whose Your Baby?
Baby, you know I heard the neighbors say
Baby, you might be leavin' me today
Oh yeah, mmm, someone's come along who shares your time
Don't care, no I don't, no
But you can't be his and still be mine, so
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose
Sometimes, oh sometimes, I know you need a change of pace
Oh yeah, but I ain't gonna run no race
Baby, you've got to tell me yes or no
Alright, alright, come on and tell me
Tell me if you're gonna go, come on
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose, got to choose
Who's your baby, who's your baby
Who's your baby, who's your baby
Baby, you might be leavin' me today
Oh yeah, mmm, someone's come along who shares your time
Don't care, no I don't, no
But you can't be his and still be mine, so
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose
Sometimes, oh sometimes, I know you need a change of pace
Oh yeah, but I ain't gonna run no race
Baby, you've got to tell me yes or no
Alright, alright, come on and tell me
Tell me if you're gonna go, come on
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose who's your baby
Ooh, got to choose, got to choose
Who's your baby, who's your baby
Who's your baby, who's your baby
The Black Priest
So talking with someone tonite, I really realized how much its true. I guess when im in a relationship with someone I bring God into it. Its who I am, God is apart of me and people just have to understand that I guess. But by the whole "black priest" idea, they see it soo much and start wanting to believe...
...On another note....God rocks, haha!
...On another note....God rocks, haha!
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Wait
You’re rushing, doing everything anything on the verge.
Not even thinking about what if you’re doing is absurd.
I don’t mean to be the one to cut in,
but you might want to stop and
think about what you’re doing.
Here we go, everybody in the house one time,
everybody get up with their
rhyme and the times and the lines,
and everybody says it, everybody
goes and everybody plays it…
what, and everybody says you’re front,
and everybody says you go with
your flow, and everybody knows,
everybody sings, and everybody brings…
Have fun go ahead, do anything instead.
You can do what you want if it looks fun.
But God is in control of the
route and that is what it’s all about.
Movin' in a van, so what we are
a band, now you gotta get up,
get the lights shining and jumping on your feet,
we’ll hit you with a beat, let’s
move for He has given us everything.
There isn’t a time, a place you can be,
not a place in your face that you cannot see,
back up your face are you talking, yea,
I said it’s grace, He will be with me every place.
And why now, everybody says it, why now,
and everybody says you go with
your flow and everybody knows,
and everybody sings and everybody brings it.
You go and everybody says it,
you go and everybody throws it,
you go and everybody fakes it one
time, and everybody shows it,
one time and everybody throws it,
one time and everybody goes it,
one time and everybody blows it.
Here we go, come on.
Come on man tell me what you were thinking,
doing everything with a selfish reason.
I didn’t meant to be the one to cut in,
but you gotta stop and think about what you’re doing.
You sang your song way out of tune,
so step off now and let it loose,
I’m not gonna do it your way!
I’m doing it for God, so I’m here today.
Everybody goes and everybody knows,
everybody sings and everybody brings.
Bring it on, bring it on this time,
everybody sets it up with their rhyme,
But now, everybody says somehow,
and everybody says you go with your flow
and everybody knows and everybody sings,
and everybody brings it.
Friday, September 21, 2007
What is Love
I think you’re coming around again
Your psychic told you that she thinks it’s the end of the line
You put on that smile again
And somehow forget you were ever a friend of mine
These days I’m amazed by the changes in you
But this time you decide you don’t like the truth
Don’t throw in the towel and give up on me now, what can I do?
You’re dying to live, you’re dying to know what love is
And I’m trying to show you something more
Now you’re watching the sky
For a top gun falling out of the blue sometimes
You wish you could hide
From this nightmare you swear is becoming your everyday life
I know you don’t show you’re not doing so well
It’s ok cause today there’s a way out of this
Take my hand if you can and we’ll drive all night
You’re dying to live, you’re dying to know what love is
And I’m trying to show you something more
You ask me the question
Staring out the window with the memory running down your face
Is there more to this maybe?
Than dancing for pennies in the street like a gypsy girl, baby
You’re trying to lie about why you’re down and out
Can’t you see that it’s me you’re pushing around
When will you be still and take your chances with God?
She’s music to my eyes and she lives in paradise, but something isn’t right
She thinks she’s going blind, but it’s just dark outside
Tripping along under pale street lights
I can’t believe she says that everything’s fine
She’s the luckiest girl alive, she’s the luckiest girl alive…
What a lucky world
You’re dying to live, you’re dying to know what love is
And I’m trying to show you something more
Thursday, September 20, 2007
200! Woot
Today rocked. To tell the truth, school only feels like the morning to me. After i get out at 1 I hung at work and all and that took most of my day, which was fine. Ive really been getting to know them which makes me soo happy. They are a pretty rad group.
Band prac was intesting...
then hw all nite, yay.
Have a great day everyone!
Band prac was intesting...
then hw all nite, yay.
Have a great day everyone!
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your crappy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake this
no no no
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your crappy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become
Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see
Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no
Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake this
no no no
I heard this song on the radio this morning and it got stuck in my head and I accauly felt it a bit. The first line of the chorus atleast. And then today at work I heard it playin and it really really was how I felt. Alot of interesting stuff happened before work and I just had to sort through it all and I still dont understand everything. Why you have to go and make things so complicated? Gosh.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Wow. Just plain wow..
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
The Way The System Works
so, interesting day. Parade was amazing, got to meet Tommy Thayer from KISS and got him to autograph my KISS shirt. Got to show off my uni skills in front of people from work, so that was cool. Then I got my hair cut for pics morrow which im excited about. And then worked with pretty much everyone that works there but Erika which was awesome but sad that she wasnt there.
Then I hung with the guys and lauren. We played cards which is always fun. I sorta felt bad though. I felt that I was playing a game I didnt even have a chance at winning. But that was probly just cuz of the way I betted. I had the cards but it was the way I was playing the game. But then at the same time it was just sad to watch how the others played it. It was my first time watching it you see. To tell you the truth I would think I would have the best chance at winning but thats not the case I guess. I really felt bad for michael because of the txt mindy sent travis. I have to say if I was in his spot I woulda probly lost my head. But thats what everyone hates about me, so owell.
Its so funny how everyone knows whats going on but yet no one will admit it or talk about it, straight up atleast. Everyone has to do the whole im soo sneaky and be talking to you and then go talk to them and blah blah blah. It was like at work when Baigal was trying to figure out who I liked and then she told me I should get to know Tram. I mean, im not dumb, that just means that she digs me and I should go for it. Then Baigal goes and probly tells Tram that I really dont know her so there for dont know if I like her. Its just the way the system works I guess. I wish people would just be straight up with each other or accualy try when they are gonna be sneaky. Like when Mindy is around Katie, everyone knows mindy cant stand it and just doesnt want to be in the situation so she there for makes comments that are pretty harsh. When really she should either just come out and say "hey katie, i really dont care for you all that much" or she should accauly pretend that she likes katie instead of doing both at once. It gets to the point where you are like, why? Whats the point to it anymore? If im gonna end up going to poker night just to feel like I dont belong there cuz Rj and Travis are trying to win Lauren and then Mindy is there cuz shes the friend, why am I there? Just for kicks and giggles? Specaily when we all know that Jordan doesnt really like me hanging with mindy and its pretty obveous that mindy sure doesnt seem to want to be around me either. So I end up sitting there with only Chris, Fat Cody and Michael who somewhat care about me being there. And it turns out that im more with Fat Cody than anyone. And while travis and Rj and striking out, im just thinking, "is it really worth it? Is it really worth being here pretending that I dont notice it all and try to feel like I fit in with them but really I feel like crap cuz im not hitting on a girl or on mindy's top 5 list?" When really the one person I truly feel loved and accepted by was gone. The one person I accualy miss at times like those. And that person wasnt Jesse. It was God. I just don't see it in any of them anymore. I feel that its gone. That they all have lost hope. With all the cussing and what not, I just dont get it. We make jokes about each others faith cuz we are so insecuare about our own. We forget that God is always with us watching us. If it wasnt for small little things we all would be gone. If it wasnt for the bible study mindy just started she probly would stop coming. If it wasnt for the friends and people, chris would probly be gone. If it wasnt for the chance to make fun of us Free Meths, Michael would probly be gone. If it wasnt for Mindy, Jordan would probly be gone. And if it wasnt for the music. I would probly be wondering why I am still there. When really should it be, if it wasnt for God, none of us would probly be there?
So lets take all our fake faces and rip them off. Take all the problems and throw em out there. Where EVERYONE knows what it is, instead of hiding alll this crap. "secrets dont make friends" and dont keep them either. Im tired of letting everything that people think or do a secret, we should own up to our actions and thoughts. Thats why I said alot of the things I did. I probly will get alot of crap for it but owell, its true and thats why it hurts to read it. When you can actualy come to me in person and tell me how you hated everything I said about you in this blog, then I will tell you im sorry, if in fact i am, Because you owned up to it and didnt go and try to be hiden or sneaky by sending a message or w/e. But when you can come up to me in public and tell me you have a problem with me, then I will be happy.
Then I hung with the guys and lauren. We played cards which is always fun. I sorta felt bad though. I felt that I was playing a game I didnt even have a chance at winning. But that was probly just cuz of the way I betted. I had the cards but it was the way I was playing the game. But then at the same time it was just sad to watch how the others played it. It was my first time watching it you see. To tell you the truth I would think I would have the best chance at winning but thats not the case I guess. I really felt bad for michael because of the txt mindy sent travis. I have to say if I was in his spot I woulda probly lost my head. But thats what everyone hates about me, so owell.
Its so funny how everyone knows whats going on but yet no one will admit it or talk about it, straight up atleast. Everyone has to do the whole im soo sneaky and be talking to you and then go talk to them and blah blah blah. It was like at work when Baigal was trying to figure out who I liked and then she told me I should get to know Tram. I mean, im not dumb, that just means that she digs me and I should go for it. Then Baigal goes and probly tells Tram that I really dont know her so there for dont know if I like her. Its just the way the system works I guess. I wish people would just be straight up with each other or accualy try when they are gonna be sneaky. Like when Mindy is around Katie, everyone knows mindy cant stand it and just doesnt want to be in the situation so she there for makes comments that are pretty harsh. When really she should either just come out and say "hey katie, i really dont care for you all that much" or she should accauly pretend that she likes katie instead of doing both at once. It gets to the point where you are like, why? Whats the point to it anymore? If im gonna end up going to poker night just to feel like I dont belong there cuz Rj and Travis are trying to win Lauren and then Mindy is there cuz shes the friend, why am I there? Just for kicks and giggles? Specaily when we all know that Jordan doesnt really like me hanging with mindy and its pretty obveous that mindy sure doesnt seem to want to be around me either. So I end up sitting there with only Chris, Fat Cody and Michael who somewhat care about me being there. And it turns out that im more with Fat Cody than anyone. And while travis and Rj and striking out, im just thinking, "is it really worth it? Is it really worth being here pretending that I dont notice it all and try to feel like I fit in with them but really I feel like crap cuz im not hitting on a girl or on mindy's top 5 list?" When really the one person I truly feel loved and accepted by was gone. The one person I accualy miss at times like those. And that person wasnt Jesse. It was God. I just don't see it in any of them anymore. I feel that its gone. That they all have lost hope. With all the cussing and what not, I just dont get it. We make jokes about each others faith cuz we are so insecuare about our own. We forget that God is always with us watching us. If it wasnt for small little things we all would be gone. If it wasnt for the bible study mindy just started she probly would stop coming. If it wasnt for the friends and people, chris would probly be gone. If it wasnt for the chance to make fun of us Free Meths, Michael would probly be gone. If it wasnt for Mindy, Jordan would probly be gone. And if it wasnt for the music. I would probly be wondering why I am still there. When really should it be, if it wasnt for God, none of us would probly be there?
So lets take all our fake faces and rip them off. Take all the problems and throw em out there. Where EVERYONE knows what it is, instead of hiding alll this crap. "secrets dont make friends" and dont keep them either. Im tired of letting everything that people think or do a secret, we should own up to our actions and thoughts. Thats why I said alot of the things I did. I probly will get alot of crap for it but owell, its true and thats why it hurts to read it. When you can actualy come to me in person and tell me how you hated everything I said about you in this blog, then I will tell you im sorry, if in fact i am, Because you owned up to it and didnt go and try to be hiden or sneaky by sending a message or w/e. But when you can come up to me in public and tell me you have a problem with me, then I will be happy.
Friday, September 14, 2007
My Day
So I am really excited about the parade tommow...but not cuz I get to uni all the way around town and show off but because I GET TO MEET TOMMY THAYER FROM KISS!!! They announced on the KISS website that he WILL BE signing autographs and what not. So I am gonna have fun.
Today was a good day. After film lit I hung with chrissy and tim in the band hallway which was fun, I love being able to do that, just hang around the school doing nothing while others are in class.
Then work was a hoot. Went early cuz Baigal was complaining for me to and then she wasnt even there...but owell. I have to work the next 3 days I believe so that will be fun....lol. I had a good day at work tho, I was able to get everything out fast which is nice. Then I think Its tuesday Erika is back and shes always fun to work with.
Riding the tri-met bus home...hmm. First off lets just say it was a total pain. Everything was good untill I had to wait for a friggen half hour at murry and hart cuz the bus just was slow. I coulda walked home in like 10 mins but figured I would just try the transfer ticket thing and see what it was like..pissed me off.
Then I did alot of nothing, haha.
Today was a good day. After film lit I hung with chrissy and tim in the band hallway which was fun, I love being able to do that, just hang around the school doing nothing while others are in class.
Then work was a hoot. Went early cuz Baigal was complaining for me to and then she wasnt even there...but owell. I have to work the next 3 days I believe so that will be fun....lol. I had a good day at work tho, I was able to get everything out fast which is nice. Then I think Its tuesday Erika is back and shes always fun to work with.
Riding the tri-met bus home...hmm. First off lets just say it was a total pain. Everything was good untill I had to wait for a friggen half hour at murry and hart cuz the bus just was slow. I coulda walked home in like 10 mins but figured I would just try the transfer ticket thing and see what it was like..pissed me off.
Then I did alot of nothing, haha.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Thats What I like About You
What I like about you, you hold me tight
Tell me I'm the only one, wanna come over tonight, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
What I like about you, you really know how to dance
When you go up, down, jump around, think about true romance, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
Wahh!
Hey!
What I like about you, you keep me warm at night
Never wanna' let you go, know you make me feel alright, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
This song remindes me of someone sooo much its crazy. But at the same time sad because of how it remindes me of them...awesome song tho.
Tell me I'm the only one, wanna come over tonight, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
What I like about you, you really know how to dance
When you go up, down, jump around, think about true romance, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
Wahh!
Hey!
What I like about you, you keep me warm at night
Never wanna' let you go, know you make me feel alright, yeah
You're whispering in my ear
Tell me all the things that I wanna to hear, 'cause that's true
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
That's what I like about you (whispered)
This song remindes me of someone sooo much its crazy. But at the same time sad because of how it remindes me of them...awesome song tho.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Beth
Beth will know who she is.
Beth, I hear you callin'
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playin'
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't a home
And I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
Beth, I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playin'
All night
Beth, I hear you callin'
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playin'
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't a home
And I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do
Beth, I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playin'
All night
What is it that you want me to do? Ive admited Im a horrible person, what more do u want from me? We both know what there is to expect and we both will never be let down by those assumptions. I dont think I will ever be able to tell you why I dont want it to change. I dont think I could ever let that much of a part of me out. I dont think I could ever trust anyone to that level. And yet, I still tell people some of my deepest things and I know that it is going to get out, I know it. Its the "boyfriend/Girlfriend code" that allows everyone to tell their "buddy" who is intitled do what ever they want with the information. Theres a reason why I told you and not them. But I also told you in all knowing that everyone will know by a week. So its my fault in the end for it going around. But thats not my point.
Iono what to do. Im sorry I dont. I wish I could help you and make a difference but Im just too scared. I mean, we've come so far doing it this way why not do it for another year and then when everyone leaves let it take care of itself. Theres reasons why even though we know exactly what is gonna happen that we let it. Its because we are used to it, we rather have the pain of something we know than the joy of the unknown. So tell me, what you are and Ill tell you that your so much more than anything you thought you could be.
I know that you
You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way
So let's go back now
To the times that were fun
So sick of the lies that someone else's mind has won
I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave
So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be
So can you call on me too sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm tired of living in this small enclosed space(?)
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans
Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)
So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be
I see you trying so hard to run the race to the finish line
But all this stuff keeps getting in the way
Beth babe, dont let others tell you how it should be. Do what you want. I never intended to hurt you. I love you too much for that to happen. I know we've had our times and I know that we both wonder why, but I know that we both know that we cant turn back now, that we are too into it all the turn it around, all for not. Its the fact that I do keep trying, and that I keep letting you try. Its the fact that we will forgive each other of our darkest sin and be closer than ever.
Iono what to do. Im sorry I dont. I wish I could help you and make a difference but Im just too scared. I mean, we've come so far doing it this way why not do it for another year and then when everyone leaves let it take care of itself. Theres reasons why even though we know exactly what is gonna happen that we let it. Its because we are used to it, we rather have the pain of something we know than the joy of the unknown. So tell me, what you are and Ill tell you that your so much more than anything you thought you could be.
I know that you
You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way
So let's go back now
To the times that were fun
So sick of the lies that someone else's mind has won
I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave
So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be
So can you call on me too sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm tired of living in this small enclosed space(?)
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans
Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)
So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be
I see you trying so hard to run the race to the finish line
But all this stuff keeps getting in the way
Beth babe, dont let others tell you how it should be. Do what you want. I never intended to hurt you. I love you too much for that to happen. I know we've had our times and I know that we both wonder why, but I know that we both know that we cant turn back now, that we are too into it all the turn it around, all for not. Its the fact that I do keep trying, and that I keep letting you try. Its the fact that we will forgive each other of our darkest sin and be closer than ever.
Monday, September 10, 2007
New Adventure
So today in film lit we sorta talked about this. We discused the mythilogical hero and we had to write about how each of our years in high school was like the cycle. And it made me think alot and this song really got me thinking about how this year is a new adventure, the cycle starting all over again. Lately Ive been thinking about past stuff and I guess I miss it all. Being kids and having those huge dreams that never seem to come. As much as it hurts, I can always sail away with memories. But we can always sail away with now. Je ici partirai pour vouz, mais je ne reviendrai pas. Je ferrai que tu veux et demanderai mais me donnez aide. Je vous aime. Je vous toujours aimerai. Merci Dieu.
Im sailing away, set an open course for the virgin seaIve got to be free, free to face the life thats ahead of me
On board, Im the captain, so climb aboard
Well search for tomorrow on every shore
And Ill try, oh lord, Ill try to carry on
I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory
Some happy, some sad
I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had
We live happily forever, so the story goes
But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold
But well try best that we can to carry on
A gathering of angels appeared above my head
They sang to me this song of hope, and this is what they said
They said come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
I thought that they were angels, but to my surprise
They climbed aboard their starship and headed for the skies
Singing come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
Come sail away, come sail away
Come sail away with me
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
The Move
So the past week has been crazy. On saturday we moved to the new house but the carpet was still wet from being cleaned, so we couldnt move anything into the house, you can see what a problem that would be. So we were lucky and most of it was dry that nite so we got the beds set up and slept. Sunday after church we got the rest set up and working.
Now we are still living in boxes it seems but are slowly getting things back to how they were. Going to school is annoing cuz i have to take the bus and its really boring and i dont like having to go when i have late arival and i dont like having to wait to go home when i have early release.
Now we are still living in boxes it seems but are slowly getting things back to how they were. Going to school is annoing cuz i have to take the bus and its really boring and i dont like having to go when i have late arival and i dont like having to wait to go home when i have early release.
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