Beth

Beth will know who she is.

Beth, I hear you callin'
But I can't come home right now
Me and the boys are playin'
And we just can't find the sound
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do

You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't a home
And I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone

Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them callin'
Oh, Beth what can I do
Beth what can I do

Beth, I know you're lonely
And I hope you'll be alright
'Cause me and the boys will be playin'
All night

What is it that you want me to do? Ive admited Im a horrible person, what more do u want from me? We both know what there is to expect and we both will never be let down by those assumptions. I dont think I will ever be able to tell you why I dont want it to change. I dont think I could ever let that much of a part of me out. I dont think I could ever trust anyone to that level. And yet, I still tell people some of my deepest things and I know that it is going to get out, I know it. Its the "boyfriend/Girlfriend code" that allows everyone to tell their "buddy" who is intitled do what ever they want with the information. Theres a reason why I told you and not them. But I also told you in all knowing that everyone will know by a week. So its my fault in the end for it going around. But thats not my point.

Iono what to do. Im sorry I dont. I wish I could help you and make a difference but Im just too scared. I mean, we've come so far doing it this way why not do it for another year and then when everyone leaves let it take care of itself. Theres reasons why even though we know exactly what is gonna happen that we let it. Its because we are used to it, we rather have the pain of something we know than the joy of the unknown. So tell me, what you are and Ill tell you that your so much more than anything you thought you could be.

I know that you
You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way

So let's go back now
To the times that were fun
So sick of the lies that someone else's mind has won

I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave

So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be

So can you call on me too sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm tired of living in this small enclosed space(?)
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans

Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)

So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be

I see you trying so hard to run the race to the finish line
But all this stuff keeps getting in the way

Beth babe, dont let others tell you how it should be. Do what you want. I never intended to hurt you. I love you too much for that to happen. I know we've had our times and I know that we both wonder why, but I know that we both know that we cant turn back now, that we are too into it all the turn it around, all for not. Its the fact that I do keep trying, and that I keep letting you try. Its the fact that we will forgive each other of our darkest sin and be closer than ever.