You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way
I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave
So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be
So get your car, I'll meet you sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm so tired of living in this small enclosed campus
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans
Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)
Wow. I dont even really know where to start because to tell you the truth, I dont want to think about it. I dont wanna let everything out, i dont want people to think that i am weak and dont know what im doing. It feels like im living day to day, just doing my own thing and hoping that it will work out just great in the end. Its been hard writing essays for college and all them asking about my relationship with God and then going wow i feel like a totaly different person lately, how am i suppost to write on this? I feel almost too busy for God and that I only think of him every now and then. owell i guess right? It will all be better soon...when im up in Briercrest living like a star doing what i know is right and having the best time ever. I cant wait.
2 comments:
I'm proud of you. I'll give you unwarranted insight later, but I'm proud of you.
Indy, way to be transparent! That takes guts, and I think it's awesome you were just you and honest and real. Now I know how I can pray for you :)
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