Dream On

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today

Everytime that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dust to dawn
Isnt that the way
Everybodys got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know its everybodys sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life is in books written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know its true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

Dream on, dream on
Dream yourself a dream come true
Dream on, dream on
Dream until your dream come true
Dream on, dream on, dream on...

Sing with me, sing for the years
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
Sing with me, if its just for today
Maybe tomorrow the good lord will take you away

But I wanted to change the world...

how do we change the world, by one Act of Random Kindness at a time.

Friends Will Be Friends..

So I sat here tonight chilling, listening to music and I saw a bullitin on myspace that an old friend that I saw a few days ago posted so I wanted to see what was going on with her. I was looking at her pics and I was just amazing. They looked nothing like I remembered. I was too afraid to send them a message saying hey whats up because I didnt want to lose the image I had of them, I didnt want to think of them differently by hearing what they had to say. I already had that happen with a different friend and he changed drasticly. These people, I dont see how tehy can be so different. Or atleast of they send an image of being so different. Got me thinking of if they saw me what they would think. Would they go, "wow he has changed" or would they say "he looks different but hes the same Indy I knew"? Gets me thinking is all. Gets me scared that they have lost what they had. Thats also why I dont want to talk to them because thats the one thing on my mind when Im talking to them and they know it and if its not what I want they must not want to talk to me. I just want to yell at them until they go OHHH Indy your right...what have I been doing? I want to shake them so they will see what they are doing and what they will turn out to be if they continue. Its so frusterating because they are just that type of person. They are the person that would lose what gave them the twinkle in their eye. And all I can do is sit back and watch them lose everything they once had because I'm scared of losing the thought of them I'm happy with. And I feel that my lil chat with them for 10 mins wont make a difference whats so ever, that they will go "oh Indy, when will you get off my back?" It just makes me hurt on the inside...

Forgiveness

"There is a slutbag and whoretasticness too!!!"

As I sit here and read this I see whats so wrong about it. I feel like crap for what is says. Just how one person could really think this about two of his closest, or seemed to be closest, friends. But what feels worse is the thought that I put both of those words in his mouth. We all know that everyone thinks I'm a man-whore, so that part is pretty clear. Is this all it is? Some high school friends that after we graduate we wont have to "deal" with anymore? That we are just putting up with each other until then? Maybe I'm just crazy but I had the idea of still being friends with all of you after hs. I never intended of letting go. From now on, I'm gonna stand up for each and everyone of my friends, because they are my friends. Im not gonna let each other push them around and I want anyone who thinks I am doing so to tell me so I can stop. I'm sorry guys for letting you all down. I'm sorry that everyone just thinks our friendships are one big joke. Its my fault really.

Im forgiven, because you were forsaken
Im accepted, you were condemed
im alive and well, your spirit is within me
because you died and rose again

Sorry..

In this farewell,
There is no blood,
There is no alibi,
Cause I've drawn regret,
From the truth,
Of a thousands lies,
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest,
What you thought of me
While, I clean this slate,
With the hands,
Of uncertainty,
So let mercy come,
And wash away

What I've Done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done

For what I've done,
I start again,
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving what I've done

I'll face myself,
To cross out what I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of what I've done

(Na,Na,Na)

What I've Done,

ENCORE Les Gens Stupide

wow so you guys have slumped to an all time low. "bahahahhahahahahha. What did one obnoxious French wannabe say to the other one? "Oh, Indy is a fantastic name!" "

Who ever that was, you are a jerk. Like I mean it, wow. Why would you do something like that? Were just bored and wanted to piss me off? How can you think of yourself as a good person while your doing something like that?

Again, Les Gen Stupide

so guys...dont ever leave me comments in french unless you accualy speak it because I can tell when you use a translater, and it looks like crap. Just say it in english, dont try to apply yourself to my "needs" by doing it in french. You will still be read an understood if in english.

A precious little girl stood outside her parent's door
She could not understand why they fought so much and swore
She closed her eyes and prayed, she asked for something more
She asked the Lord, "What's life worth living for?"
A single little tear, fell from her eye
And then the Lord replied, "This is why."
"You're my little girl, you're the apple of My eye."
"Come to Me my child, My arms are open wide."

A child's cry
A child's cry for her Father
A child's cry
A child's cry

A tiny little boy on the street all alone
He had no one to love, no place he called his home
He fell to his knees, only one thing he asked for
He asked not for the world, just an open door
And as he knelt in prayer, he looked up to see
A hand open to him, the hand of King
The Lord cried, "You're my little boy, you're the child whom I adore."
"One day you'll be with me, with me forevermore."

A child's cry
A child's cry for his father
A child's cry
A child's cry

I am on my knees, tears roll down my face
I ask my Father for, mercy and grace
I never thought someone could love me this much
That all changed when I felt my Father's touch

Im here Lord, on my knees praying and crying out for you. All I want is you.

Les Gens Stupide

AHHHH Je te deteste, mes emotions! Pourquoi es-tu si enervant? oui, tu es. Je ne sais pas qui faire. J'ai écrasé, tué et blessé. Personne ne me veut, elles viennent de vouloir aider. Et elles ne me rendent rien mais leurs affairs. JE VOUS DETESTE TOUT.

Her

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

[Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head ]

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
but No one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real?
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
contaminating everything
We thought came from the heart
But never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever

But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah ah
And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you, yeah ah
And its's the stars
The stars that lie to you, yeah yeah

Oh when the stars
Oh when the stars they lie.

I really am nothing

Take these hands, and lift them up
for I have not the strength to praise you near enough
I have nothing, I have nothing without you

Take my voice, and pour it out
let it sing the songs of mercy i have found
for i have nothing, i have nothing without you

all my soul needs, all your love to cover me
so all the world will see
i have nothing without you

take my body, build it up
it be broken as an offering as love
for i am nothing, i am nothing without you

with all my heart
with all my soul
with all my, my heart
and all the strength i can find

and take my time, on this earth
let it glorify all that you are worth
i am nothing, i am nothing without you.


I am here, and I’m with You now
And I didn’t think I could feel this way
I am here and I’m with You now
Because You found me somehow

I can be the one tonight
When everything seems out of sight
I will follow You with all my life
I can be the one tonight

Jesus, You are the one that makes me smile
over and over again
I am here and I’m with You now
I want to hear You somehow

I can be the one tonight
When everything seems out of sight
I will follow You with all my life
I can be the one tonight


I know that you
You were busy living your own life
I can't make you make you give me all of your time
I wish it could be like it was yesterday
I think that it stinks that these stupid problems got in the way

So let's go back now
To the times that were fun
So sick of the lies that someone else's mind has won

I don't care what they think
I don't care who all cares
I just don't want you to leave

So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be

So can you call on me too sometime tonight
I don't care what we do
We can get in a fight
I'm so tired of living in this small enclosed space(?)
So let me out we'll have fun
I'll let you let me make the plans

Why are we waiting for someone else to tell us how it should be
I've already found it and God didn't tell me to waste these dreams (to waste these dreams)

So tell me what you are and
I'll tell you you're so much more than Anything you thought that you could be
And tell me what you are
And I'll tell you you're so much more than anything you thought that you could be

I see you trying so hard to run the race to the finish line
But all this stuff keeps getting in the way

The one thing my heart knows...

Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie

I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way

It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry

EXIT

So the other day in Pre Cal I was thinking, what would be a good band name? What I came up with was EXIT. So I looked it up to see if the name was taken and I didnt find anything. So then I copyrighted the name, hehe.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/EXIT_(band)

It's mine.

Jazz

It was awesome. I feel like we rocked the place haha jk. We did pretty good. I cant wait for new songs though. Made me think of how it would be for me and what I wanna do. Just being on that stage, feeling my guitar in my fingers. Knowing that someday that it will be my home, and I will have thousands of guests every night looking to God.

HEY GUESS WHAT GUYS!!

Morrow is my Jazz concert and it would mean alot if any and all of you could make it. It starts at 7.30 morrow night and there are 4 combos then the jazz band, so it will be really good, dont worry. If you need anymore info email me ASAP lol. Oh and its at BHS in the auditorium...I guess that could be helpful

Mes Cher Copains ou Mes Pauvre Copains

Jésus, pourqoui est-ce qu'ils le font? mes copains, mes cher copains! Ils essaient me tuer. Ils me detestent. J'essaie eux aimer mais non, ils vont et me faire aussi rien. J'ai fatigue de eux aider, de eux donner ma éspoire. je eux dis etre bon mais non, ils sont méchant, toujours. JE LE DETESTE QUAND ILS CE FONT

Ici-git mon coeur

Dieu, pourqoui est-ce que quand je donne mon coeur a quelque chose, je fais mal? Je le deteste quand j'essaie faire quelque chose mais quelque chose se passe et je ne peux pas. Je donne trop de mais je ne le rends rien. Je prie pour ton aide, je fais toujours...Je pense que j'ai besoin de un fille qui m'aimera et sera genial. S'il vous plait donnez-moi une réponse trés vits. Tu es mon éspoir seul. Marci Dieu.

Yes

I am very proud of myself too. I am very loved. I cant wait to show you what else I got up my sleeve, only to make you more proud

I told you all I was gonna win, gosh. haha je t'aime, tu me manques aussi. tu me manqueras, tu es mon bijoux, tellement beau et perfect.

Xmas...Not for me

So Christmas time is here. Yeeeaaaahhh. Now this is the time where everyone goes, "So christmas really isnt about the gifts or about spending time with your loved ones to me but it is about Jesus. All the other stuff is just what people add to it.." To tell you the truth..I HATE it when people say stuff like that, because I feel like they are a huge hypocreate. We all know for the most part what Christmas is really about. We all go to church for the month of December and every year we all learn what Christmas is really about.
As hard as we might try to tell our selves its not about the gifts, it is. I mean come on, its the day after thanksgiving and everyone is at stores buying crap for christmas. While buying that do they think, OMOGSH Jesus' b-day is in a month!! or do they go oh, xmas is soon, I need to get shopping done. And the stores, do they starts decorating the week after halloween because they want to have a big birthday bash for Jesus or because it will make people start buying stuff earlier.

Now this is the part where I go off about how its different for me right? well ok I can try...

Christmas to me...hmm..ok, what christmas to me is a time of relaxation. No school for two weeks, pretty sweet huh? Its a time where I try to think about God more but usaly dont because well I'm human. But I dont do the whole gift thing, to tell the truth I dont care about it one bit. I mean sure its nice to get stuff but growing up in a family where money is tight and you know it, I have grown to not expect anything. People always ask me what I want for christmas and I really dont want anything. I dont wanna sit there and fanisize about all this crap that I really dont need but would like just for the heck of it. In all honesty, I am completly satisfied if my family gets a xmas tree. Other than that, what more is there to want? I mean, I know that God is around and I know that my friends love me...

...and I feel like I almost hate Christmas. I hate how people get around the this time. Feel so fake. And I hate how much the Jesus story is done, I know I know, its his moment, but its just like wow, you told the same thing for the past 4 weeks but in 4 different ways..iono. Im sorry if I sound horrible but Im not gonna lie about it.

So that was my little rant for all of you. Hope it spoke to you somehow...

"Music and pretty girls"

Wow. So for the past hour or so Ive just been looking at Guitar Center's web page and looking at a whole lot of random crap that it would be awesome to have some day, like lighting stuff and guitar pedals. And while doing that I also was helping Baigal do a cross word puzzle, so she would give me a word and the number of letters and I would type it into answers.com and try to find the word that meant the same thing. It was alot of fun. I love music stuff and I love pretty girls, lol. But anyways, pretty awesome looking at stuff on their page, found some good cheap stuff for the YG that is on our list so deff will check more into that.

YAY