I'm trying so hard to forget all the lies that came right in,

I hate to sound so jaded
But it seems like nothing’s changing

My apathy for apologies is getting stronger
No, I can’t take this any longer
So why don’t you figure out if you want this or not
I know I said that I forgave you
But I don’t want to see you go through
All this pain of messing up this night over again

Everything is coming down
And I cant find my way around this town anymore.
So I walked out the door and waited for you to come.
But I couldnt figure out what it was for.
So now Im looking out still waiting for you to come,
and it seems like I cant do anything to help you.
But Im doing it all wrong.
I dont wanna be here anymore,
but I cant do it for you thats not what its for.
And I dont wanna look at the stars one more time,
and I think I can do it and Ill be fine.
I said Im not giving it to you this time Its for God,
nothing more, and I think Ill be fine.
You tied these strings around me
and choked me up to where I couldnt feel anything, and I just wanna move.
I cant sit here anymore,
Im so sick of the floor, theres just something more.
Hes going back there, back where,
everyones got a line, but if theres no love I dont want it this time.
I dont wanna fight it anymore, so here I am, and Im not yours.
I said I dont wanna do it for you this time.