Sink or Swim

I'm diving in, I'm going deep, in over my head I want to be
Caught in the rush, lost in the flow, in over my head I want to go
The river's deep, the river's wide, the river's water is alive
So sink or swim, I'm diving in

So that is the theme song for this years venture camp. I never really payed much attention to it till tonite. I was reading and i noticed that thats what i've been wanting with God. I just wanted to be in a place where i was surounded by God and I would have to look to him for help. AND i have been!!! Its awesome. I mean sure its not the best thing to be asking God for help on, but still. I feel like even when most of my friends that I would think I could turn to leave me, I still have someone to help, to guide me on my way. I just wish this week could never end. And it kills me to know that morrow is the last day.....I WISH I COULD GET STUCK IN THIS RIVER FOREVER!!! But maybe since its so deep and wide i can. God please don't let this crazy ride end.