Did someone order a Doctor?

You need my love baby, oh so bad
You're not the only one I've ever had
And if I say I wanna set you free
Don't you know you'll be in misery
They call me (Dr. Love)
They call me Dr. Love (calling Dr. Love)
I've got the cure you're thinkin' of (calling Dr. Love)

And even though I'm full of sin
In the end you'll let me in
You'll let me through, there's nothin' you can do
You need my lovin', don't you know it's true

So if you please get on your knees
There are no bills, there are no fees
Baby, I know what your problem is
The first step of the cure is a kiss

So call me (Dr. Love)
They call me Dr. Love (calling Dr. Love)
I am your doctor of love (calling Dr. Love), ha
They call me (Dr. Love), they call me Dr. Love (calling Dr. Love)
I've got the cure you're thinkin' of (calling Dr. Love)

so I like how when Im feeling blue and complain how i know everything will be great in the end and all but its just the now that sucks and im not to happy....God changes it. It makes me feel good.

Amazingness

So I done being a loser and I dont care what happened. Im better than that. Im a man. I can pull through anything. I need my cofidence back. Thats what girls like anyways. With my hair and guitar I can get anything I want. I mean did u see me on stage tonite? I was a friggin rockstar with my duel guitars and leading skills that arnt really that amazing! I dont know where God is gonna take me but I sure am sure that it will be greatness. God has nothing short of amazingness coming from me.

There's something happening here.
What it is ain't exactly clear
There's a man with a gun over there
Telling me I got to beware
I think it's time we stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
There's battle lines being drawn
Nobody's right if everybody's wrong
Young people speaking their minds
Getting so much resistance from behind
I think it's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
What a field-day for the heat
A thousand people in the street
Singing songs and carrying signs
Mostly say, hooray for our side
It's time we stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away
We better stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, hey, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, now, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down
Stop, children, what's that sound
Everybody look what's going down

Band!

So today the band played finaly and we totaly rocked. Good job guys! It was awesome having the speakers and all up. Then with mics and all everything just sounded great. I cant wait for next time.

On another note, today was the first day that I accualy realized that we are moving...and all the pain it will be getting places and all since im going to be so far out. Oh well I will live I guess.

A millon to one

American woman, stay away from me
American woman, mama let me be
Don’t come hangin’ around my door
I don’t wanna see your face no more
I got more important things to do
Than spend my time growin’ old with you
Now woman, I said stay away,
American woman, listen what I say.

Mad Man

I got nothing, nothing to say to you

I need space, gimme a few

It aint gonna happen, so just give up

Leave me alone, I don’t give a

Take me away, strap me up in white

If that’s what it takes to get you out of my sight

Lock me up, throw away the key

I don’t need you, I only need me

I’m the mad man, all alone

The mad man, your cards are shown

Crazy, that’s what you think I am

Crazy, that’s who I am

Break a man’s heart but cant touch his spirit

What’s he gonna do, you better well fear it

See it in his eyes, the boiling rage

Better make sure hes in his cage

I’m the mad man, all alone

The mad man, your cards are shown

Crazy, that’s what you think I am

Crazy, that’s who I am

With my padded walls and padded door

I wont get far but that’s not to fear

With hate I’m rotted to the core

Spear my life, if you would dear

Mad Man

Writin and Composed By Indy Elwood ©

A Million To One

Baby, now that you've made up your mind
I'm gonna let you go, if that's what it takes to show love is blind
I gave you the best love you ever had, but it wasn't enough
So if you think you're so smart, go and play with your heart
When you walk out the door, you'll realize what you never did before

A million to one - that's what it will be
A million to one - there's someone better than me
A million to one - no, you never will find
A million to one - another love like mine

Yeah, we chose our sides and I've been misunderstood
But everytime I try to open your eyes, I'm damned and I'm no good
Day after day, you're further away, I can't take anymore
So it's time that you go, but I want you to know, I won't stand in your way
Deep in my heart I know, girl you're runnin' away

A million to one

One of these days you'll come out of your haze, no matter what you do
It'll be too late, something good won't wait, love is runnin' out on you

A million to one, a million to one

A million to one - listen to your heart girl - a million to one - oh
A million to one - no, you never will find
A million to one - another love like mine
A million to one - no, you never will find
A million to one - another love like mine

So Tell Me.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness and if I had stayed up with you all night then I'd know how to save a life. I remember when we'd used to laugh. About nothing at all. It was better than going mad from trying to solve all the problems we were going through. Forget them all. I've wasted so much time! Dont leave me alone, cuz I better see it all. Dont leave me alone. Im, fallin in the black, slipping through the cracks. You come to me with scares on your rists. You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this. Just came to say goodbye, didnt want you to see me cry, im fine. But I know its a lie. I know I dont feel like talking right now. Take me out of this place, make me a raging fire. Make me what you want to. So lets go back now. So tell me, what you are and I'll tell you that your so much more than you thought you could be. Feels like im going through the motions in the dark. All I know is I’m so tired, Living life I barely feel. Give me hope, give me fire. Give me something real. Cuz I dont wanna keep sleepwalking through endless days I've had enough of, going no where. God I want to wake up wake up. Its now or never, come pull me from this dream. Where everything is colorless and nothing's what it seems.

Gig

Tonite I played again at the place I did last time but I used my electric guitar which was awesome. It made me feel like I really knew how to play good but I did notice one thing....I need to learn my scales. There was a time where Charles was sorta off playing something on the paino and I could have somewhat soloed and I was lightly doing some but I didnt know enough of my scales to do more.

So that is something I will work on. It will be fun and Pastor Nate said he would work with me one picking so that will be fun.

Oh COme on

I dont even know anymore...
...I just need to turn off my brain

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Pain, can't get enough
Pain, I like it rough
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

I watched the world float to the
Dark side of the moon
After all I knew it had to be something
To do with you
I really don't mind what happens now and then
As long as you'll be my friend at the end

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
I'm running backwards
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Some people wait forever
Some people just run out of time
Some people live in darkness
And give up just before the light

I just want one more chance
To put my arms in fragile hands
I thought you said forever
Over and over

Tell me that You will listen
You're touch is what i'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing You

So tell me You'll be there
Tell me You're the cure
And tell me You'll be waiting
When my face is on the floor

This Ones For You

So I was watching The Office and Jim was trying to show Pam that she was better off with him them Roy...like he always is. But when you start thinking about it, the feeling that you get when you are trying to show someone that the person they are with is a total jerk and that they really do deserve better.

She paints her nails and she don't know,
He's got her best friend on the phone.
She'll wash her hair, his dirty clothes,
Or all he gives to her.
And he's got posters on the wall
Of all the girls he wished she was.
And he means everything to her.

Its just, its unexlainable. When you are Jim and you so badly just wish you could somehow show Pam that you love her, and that you would do anything in the world to just get a hug. When you know your the only one that can make her laugh the way she does, that your the only one that can make her smile the way she does, that your the only one that can love them the way they should be.

And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

I think this is the only way to really know if you love someone. If you are willing to risk it all to show them that they dont deserve any of the others, that you are truly the best. When you win them over. Steal them away. Just a thought that was going through my head cuz when I saw how Jim was feeling I just related to it. Its like how can I show her? How do I even explain it to her....

....you can't.
You just have to show her.

Sched

Odd
1. Ap Stat
3. Ap French
5. Film Lit
7. Early Release

Even
2. Late Arrival
4. Ap Euro
6. Pre Cal
8. Adv Instr Ensemble (Jazz Combos)

More

Starbearer POH: well it sucks. when you feel that everything else has failed you and your just so frusterated with people and u think that its the only thing that will make u feel better. When u DO feel that God isnt there anymore. But then you realize that God is always there. That life just isnt how we expect it to be and you just dont know why things are the way they are. But u just got to trust God. you just have to know in your heart that all the pain and hurt will build up to something eventualy.


I sing for joy at the work of Your hands
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You

Let the rocks cry out
Let the children shout
We will worship, We Will worship

Let the waters roar
Praise You forevermore
We will worship You

Superbad

was just....wow.

Off the hook.

Re: 30 Hour Famine

So you really need to read this to understand what im about to say.

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now

And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

So the famine started off with alot of hate going on and around. When I walked in there friday afternoon I could just feel it. And a good amount of it was mine. So I was scared. I didnt want it to be like every other big thing our YG does. But who am I kidding, its our YG...thats what we do. Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you. Thats how I was feeling. I felt like everyone was aiming their anger at me. That they were taking the hurt that I somehow caused them and was redirecting it back to me. I didnt find out till the car wash that half of the YG was having some problem with me. I only knew of one person because they were the only one that was making it sooo obveous.

That hurt the most, to find out FROM the person that was having the biggest problem with me that there were a good amount of others that were too. I have to say though, I knew that I had to do the right thing with the one person. I was struggling to do it though. I really didnt want to because I really felt that they hurt me alot. I kept praying to God about it, and I was telling myself that I had to do the right thing. Then I would feel that hurt, the pain that they made me feel. And I wouldnt want to do what Jesus would do anymore. I wanted to make them hurt as much as possible because I was. Then today I finaly just gave it to God. And everything turn out just fine. The cause of all the pain and hurt was just a huge misunderstanding.

Then there was the happy amazed part of me this weekend. I was so excited to be spending those 30 hours with some of those people. Like there was nothing more I wanted. I wanted to spend some quality time with michael, I wanted to spend some time goofying off with Chris and I really wanted to just spend some fun time with Danielle. Nothing against all the other people, its just that those are some of the people I really needed and wanted to spend some time with. So that part made me soo happy. Like when Michael made me "ride" the piano bench across the room going "Yar" and then when we hopped from X to X shaking our booties.

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding, And all the lights that lead us there are blinding. Because maybe, You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all,You're my wonderwall. This one is to God. Sometimes we just gotta close our eyes because its soo bright and only he knows whats there. Its these winding times that makes us stronger in each other and gain those relationships where we can always know they will be there for us.

By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do. Oh and I have. I let my anger get to me soo much and usaly I dont. I need to calm down.

I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now. And this....this is for my petite amie. Elle est très étonné et je te veux. Elle me frappe =<

30 Hour Famine

Was sooo many different things, so many different feeling. Sooo much. I will talk about it later, right now im gonna go get some FOOD!! Woot.

"I dont believe anybody feels the way I do about you, right now.
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding"

Thank you.

GAH I JUST WANNA YELL AT THE WORLD

You, you thought you had enough
Because is got a little hard
It wouldn't go away

And a world without heroes
Is nothing to be
It's no place for me.

Rip it out, take my heart, you wanted it from the start
You got it now, so goodbye, so rip it out, watch me cry

I thought you said forever
Over and over
I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this

One two fuck you
Don't tell me what to do
I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream

Work

So work today was pretty fun...The girl that was training me the last two days in now gone, her last day was yesterday, so today I was training with a guy. It was sorta confusing cuz the stations got changed a lil cuz we were understaffed but today we wernt so there was less tables but it was in a different spot. Then today I finaly felt like one of them. It was nice, cuz more people were talking to me and it seemed more normal. And then I love the amount of down time we get. Like in between dinners there is like 20 mins were we just get to sit around and drink free pop and talk or txt. Its amazing. Plus free dinner I think, I need to figure that out still.

So today was pretty fun, Im getting less nervous each time and its not that hard or anything. Just rutine which I love. So its nice. Morrow will be nice since I only have to work 2nd dinner, which means I just dont have to be there as long really, its not like its hard. Im sorta scared though cuz I think its my first day all alone...so we'll see.

Then She Kissed Me

Well, she walked up to me
And she asked me if I wanted to dance
She looked kind of nice
And so I said I might take a chance
When we danced she held me tight
And when I walked her home that night
All the stars were shinin' bright
And then she kissed me

Each time I saw her I couldn't wait to see her again
I wanted to let her know that she was more than a friend
I didn't know just what to do, so I whispered I love you
She said that she loved me too and then she kissed me

She kissed me in a way that I'd never been kissed before
She kissed me in a way that I want to be kissed forever more

I knew that she was mine, so I gave her all the lovin' I had
And one day she took me home to meet her ma and her dad
Then I asked her to be my bride and always be right by my side
She felt so happy, she almost cried and then she kissed me

Then I asked her to be my bride and always be right by my side
She felt so happy, she almost cried and then she kissed me

And then she kissed me
And then she kissed me
And then she kissed me

So I didnt do much today...help nicole for a while and then worked then YG...yeah.

YG was really annoing cuz it was like everyone was off telling secrets or something...i mean just get over it people. STop freaking out and have fun.

Oh and I have to work morrow after all...fun stuff

Work

So today was my first day of work...Im a waiter at Creekside Retirenment Center. It was crazy, there were so many things I have to remember, but that accual waiting is easy. Its more like all the things I have to do and where things are. BUT it will be fun and crazy and it really isnt that hard.

And now I have to miss part of the famine for work...

My Sched-
Wed 4-7
Fri 4.45-7
Sun 4.45-7
Wed 4-7
Fri 4-7

Lick It Up

Haven't you heard, there's a new revolution
Gotta spread the word - too much confusion

All hell's breakin' loose - hey hey have you read the news
All hell's breakin' loose - overloadin' 'n' blowin' my fuse
All hell's breakin' loose - day and night, baby, night and day
All hell's breakin' loose - in the streets there's a brand new way, yeah

Wooooh

Im 17!!!! YAY!

So today sorta was like my bday to my family, like since everyone was around we had my bday dinner today and it was my favorate. The stuffed shell italian thing and then, of course, Caesar salad!!!! And the best type of cake, homemade chocolate peanut butter! yeah its amazing. AND then to top it all off i was able to go to the DQ party with all my awesome friends and have fun with a fourway chess match.

SO if that was what to day before my bday was like i cant wait to see what my accual one is gonna be like. All i gotta say is that im gonna do it KISS style...

...Rock and roll all nite and party everyday.

I dont even know what to say...

Friends will be friends, When you're through with life and all hope is lost
Hold out your hands because right till the end
Friends will be friends

Pssh, yeah right. I wish I had friends like that

Yay For Drugs

Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy

You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone. And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder... Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Upbeat Praise

I'm trading my sorrow
I'm trading my shame
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord

I'm trading my sickness
I'm trading my pain
I'm laying it down for the joy of the Lord

And we say yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord
Yes Lord yes Lord yes yes Lord Amen

I'm pressed but not crushed persecuted not abandoned
Struck down but not destroyed
I'm blessed beyond the curse for his promise will endure
And his joy's gonna be my strength

Though the sorrow may last for the night
His joy comes with the morning

I know he rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
I believe
I believe

My shame His taken away
My pain is healed in his name
I believe
I believe

I'll raise a banner
'Cause my Lord has conquered the grave

My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives
My Redeemer Lives

You Lift my burdens
I'll rise with You
I'm dancing on this mountain top to see your kingdom come

Lord, I liftYour name on high
Lord, I love to sing Your praises
I'm so glad You're in my life
I'm so glad You came to save us

You came from heaven to earth
To show the way
From the earth to the cross
My debt to pay
From the cross to the grave
From the grave to the sky
Lord, I lift Your name on high

Holiness, holiness is what I long for.
Holiness is what I need.
Holiness, holiness is what You
want from me.

Holiness, holiness is what I long for.
Holiness is what I need.
Holiness, holiness is what You
want from me.

So, take my heart and form it.
Take my mind and transform it.
Take my will and conform it.
To Yours, to Yours, oh, Lord.

Faithfulness, faithfulness is what I
long for.
Faithfulness is what I need.
Faithfulness, faithfulness is what.
You want from me.

Brokenness, brokenness is what I
long for.
Brokenness is what I need.
Brokenness, brokenness is what
You want from me.

Back On Track

I try to make it through and through,

But nothing won’t let me go

Yours and mine, me and you

I was yours to show

But I tried to leave you,

Forgot what I was living for

And now

I’m back, Back on track

Holding me in your hand

We’re back, where we belong

In my heart to stay

You were watching me all the way

Never looked back on my choice

You knew I would crawl on back

So you let me learn on my own

That’s when I left you,

Forgot what I was living for

And now

Now I cant stop praising you

Forever and ever you are my God

I never want you to be gone

I never want to finish this song

And now

Back On Track

Writin and Composed By Indy Elwood ©

Thank you

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You


I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side

I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine


Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

I love you Jesus. I love you God. I dont know what more to say. You've been so amazing to me. You've given me more than I could have ever wanted. Thanks you

Electrify

I noticed last night at practice when I was playing my electric guitar, that the music was in me. I was playing and couldnt help to dance a lil. I guess...rock out. And then today while I was playing the song I wrote, I was doing it again, but it was on my acoustic guitar. I just wanna dance and sing and play all night! Its amazing!!

wow

Its hot out....like real hot. This is what summer is about!!

Iris

When everything is made to be broken, I just want you to know who i am.

Im sorry I was so horrible to you lately. Its not who I really am and you know that. Even though we ended up broken, I hope you can see who I really AM. Im the guy that would talk to you for a few hours even after everything, not the guy that would just want u out of my life.

Im sorry

This Week The Trend

So the last two days everything has pretty much gotten on my nerves. There have been things that havnt, like Jesse and Danielle and guitars, both other than that I just feel pissy. Last nite I exploded pretty much and felt like I was crazy. I just have feel really unloved lately. Like by friends and people. Today I felt like I was just a huge screw up cuz when ever I would be doing something its seemed like I was in the way of people. So I finaly just went to my room, turned on the Paul Stanley and took a nap. Its just like people get mad over the dumbest things and make others feel like crap cuz of it. I asked my brother for a ride up to my moms work and he just went crazy....if I had known he was gonna die by using a 5th of a gallon of gas on me I woulda just walked. I think its just that everything is gonna change for me in a month and I have almost no control on it. I have to figure out home im gonna get to and from school and work. I have to keep all the comitments I have. Its my senior year and I really have to focus. Its just like BAM time to get real Indy. If it was up to me I would sit at home all day playing guitar and write songs and hang with friends. And through all of this instead of looking to God like I asked him, I have turned to other things that I know arnt good. I feel so two faced and hypocritical. I guess thats something I really should work on. Like when I tell people "dont worry" I need to do that myself. There is only one thing I really ever worry about and it is that someone. I worry about if they truly do feel the way they tell me. I worry about stupid things that I know arn't true. I worry about when the next time I will get to see them. Then I also tell people when they are fighting with someone or unhappy to just get over it. To just talk and work it out. As Jesse loves to say "get your panties out of a bunch". Well I guess I usaly do this fine, if there is something I will just either get over it or talk it out. But there has been one person that I just havnt been able to. And tonite is the nite I just get over myself. I have been knowing its the thing I have to do but just keep ignoring it, say oh I can do it later. Well I will do it now, because I wanna be partying like a rockstart that I am later.

Tonight I wanna see it in your eyes
Feel the magic
There's something that drives me wild

'Cause girl, you were made for me
And girl I was made for you

Crazy Crazy Nites

So i started to freak out on my self...long day i guess. I guess im just worried about all these things that will just pass in a day or two. I need to trust God.

I hear my song and it pulls me through
Comes on strong, tells me what I got to do.

I always forget that I should play my favorate song in times like these. One of the great things about music.

So Alone

So im sitting here with nothing to do because I cant play guitar cuz people are watching tv, and I cant wait tv cuz there is no more tvs and no one is on aim...so I am really bored at its 8....no one seems to be around either... i feel so lonely..

..as great as this summer has been at times it sure is boring. We never really do anything....

Today has been crazy. Alot of emotions going through my head but one really over powered the other main one. Which is good. Jelousy is never anything good. But luckily I got over it and realized I have things soo much better then he does.

Weekend

And I don't want the world to see me. Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken. I just want you to know who I am. Your all I could want, your all I could need. So come here baby, please hold me tight.

Theres so much on my mind right now. Like I am still soo excited from geting my guitar and soo tired from my gig last nite. And so...almost confused. But I know that God has his plans and as long as I stay humble and work for him and let him lead the way that everything will be fine. Theres no use worring when I could just lay back and jam out and have a great time.

If you say Go

              C                    Am  F

If You say go, we will go

             Am  F   Gsus 

If You say wait,     we will wait

               C2

If You say step out on the water

            Am             F

And they say it can't be done

        C                     F                         G               

We'll fix our eyes on You and we will come

        C            F                   C

Your ways are higher than our ways

            Am                   F                     Gsus

And the plans that You have laid are good and true

           C2

If You call us to the fire

          Am               F

You will not withdraw Your hand

          C          G                   F

We'll gaze into the flames and look for You

1. What is more difficult: looking into someones eyes when telling how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they tell you how they feel?

A. looking into someone elses

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?

A. Cuz people are being dumb and just need to get over it.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last calls?

A. No one.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?

A. I would wish for everyone to be christians

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love.

A. Love. Because with love comes trust.

6. You are walking to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss told you if you are late one more time you're fired. Do you save the dog?

A. To tell the truth..probly not but its not cuz of the job. Its more like can i swim good enough to save a random dog?

7. Would you or have you ever blackmail someone?

A. I sorta have

8. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to
give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Do
you do it?

A. Yeah i would cuz there is probly something that they wanted to do. I wouldnt spend the hour with them tho

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

A. Yeah. I try to be

10. Does sex=love?

A. at times

11. Are you old fashioned?

A. sure

12. Would you marry someone if they were unable to have sex?

A. well if they were un able to that would mean theyre a guy....so no. But iono

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?

A. Dont love them back.

14. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up?

A. God

15. Romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?

A. 3 or 4 weeks ago.

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, if you HAD to, even if you have "no regrets" what would you change?

A. All those nites....

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there?

A. Jesse or Danielle, cuz either way i get a great nite!

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?

A. If i knew CPR

19. You are holding onto your grandmother's dying hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other which one would it be?

A. Grandma

20. When and how was the last time you told someone how you REALLY feel?

A. like love wise, a few days ago i think

If You had three months to live:

21. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?

A. I would tell one person, maybe.

22. What do you do with your remaining days?

A. Just party it up and do what ever i want, its not like i can be put to death

23. Would you be afraid?

A. At first but then i would get over it

Dont Worry

You, you thought you had enough
Because is got a little hard
It wouldn't go away
Did you think
You could do it yourself
Wish I knew what to say
It seems you need a little help

I wish I could say everything's all right
It'll be ok, and I'll be fine
It'll be ok, its just a phase

I, I know I'm not perfect
I know sometimes it's hard
To come up strong
So maybe we, we can work it out
To do our best to give a little help

So maybe we, we can work it out
To do our best to give a little help
Only God can say everything's all right
It'll be ok, and I'll be fine
It'll be ok, its just a phase

Only God can say everything's all right
It'll be ok, and he won't lie to you
I know your hurting, It'll be ok
It'll be ok

Hey everyone, I think you could really use this. I get the feeling that there are a few of you that are stressing out because of things and God. Read those lyrics and tell me that it wont be ok. Tell me that God wont be there and wont make it all better. So you failed him, its not the first or the last. We're not perfect. It doesnt matter if we failed Jesus or not, all that matters is that we can ask God to forgive us and it will be gone. Sure somethings you cant take back but owell, its not like God will love you any less. I heard this quote once

"what am i supost to do when he completly ignores me?'
'You punish him, you take away his tv, computer, his toys.'
'well you already took away all his good stuff, what am i supost to take away, his inhaler?'
'you know what im saying, you just dont take away your love.' "

Thats one thing God will never take away when we mess up. Sure things might get a lil rocky, but its only to make us get closer to him through it. To realize things.

So for all of you that are going through something rough, Dont Worry. Whats the use? God will take care of you like he always does and in the end you will be fine. Whats the worst thing that could happen, like really? Your friends leave you? Pssh I will never leave you. No matter what happens.

Everyone...

The legend lives on

The Real

This is you, this is me. This is who we're ment to be. We are the real, the truth is unchanging. Keep on breathing, dont you let this take you down. Dont stop believing.