So Tell Me.

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the bitterness and if I had stayed up with you all night then I'd know how to save a life. I remember when we'd used to laugh. About nothing at all. It was better than going mad from trying to solve all the problems we were going through. Forget them all. I've wasted so much time! Dont leave me alone, cuz I better see it all. Dont leave me alone. Im, fallin in the black, slipping through the cracks. You come to me with scares on your rists. You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this. Just came to say goodbye, didnt want you to see me cry, im fine. But I know its a lie. I know I dont feel like talking right now. Take me out of this place, make me a raging fire. Make me what you want to. So lets go back now. So tell me, what you are and I'll tell you that your so much more than you thought you could be. Feels like im going through the motions in the dark. All I know is I’m so tired, Living life I barely feel. Give me hope, give me fire. Give me something real. Cuz I dont wanna keep sleepwalking through endless days I've had enough of, going no where. God I want to wake up wake up. Its now or never, come pull me from this dream. Where everything is colorless and nothing's what it seems.