Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
So the famine started off with alot of hate going on and around. When I walked in there friday afternoon I could just feel it. And a good amount of it was mine. So I was scared. I didnt want it to be like every other big thing our YG does. But who am I kidding, its our YG...thats what we do. Today is gonna be the day That they're gonna throw it back to you. Thats how I was feeling. I felt like everyone was aiming their anger at me. That they were taking the hurt that I somehow caused them and was redirecting it back to me. I didnt find out till the car wash that half of the YG was having some problem with me. I only knew of one person because they were the only one that was making it sooo obveous.
That hurt the most, to find out FROM the person that was having the biggest problem with me that there were a good amount of others that were too. I have to say though, I knew that I had to do the right thing with the one person. I was struggling to do it though. I really didnt want to because I really felt that they hurt me alot. I kept praying to God about it, and I was telling myself that I had to do the right thing. Then I would feel that hurt, the pain that they made me feel. And I wouldnt want to do what Jesus would do anymore. I wanted to make them hurt as much as possible because I was. Then today I finaly just gave it to God. And everything turn out just fine. The cause of all the pain and hurt was just a huge misunderstanding.
Then there was the happy amazed part of me this weekend. I was so excited to be spending those 30 hours with some of those people. Like there was nothing more I wanted. I wanted to spend some quality time with michael, I wanted to spend some time goofying off with Chris and I really wanted to just spend some fun time with Danielle. Nothing against all the other people, its just that those are some of the people I really needed and wanted to spend some time with. So that part made me soo happy. Like when Michael made me "ride" the piano bench across the room going "Yar" and then when we hopped from X to X shaking our booties.
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding, And all the lights that lead us there are blinding. Because maybe, You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all,You're my wonderwall. This one is to God. Sometimes we just gotta close our eyes because its soo bright and only he knows whats there. Its these winding times that makes us stronger in each other and gain those relationships where we can always know they will be there for us.
By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do. Oh and I have. I let my anger get to me soo much and usaly I dont. I need to calm down.
I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now. And this....this is for my petite amie. Elle est très étonné et je te veux. Elle me frappe =<
That hurt the most, to find out FROM the person that was having the biggest problem with me that there were a good amount of others that were too. I have to say though, I knew that I had to do the right thing with the one person. I was struggling to do it though. I really didnt want to because I really felt that they hurt me alot. I kept praying to God about it, and I was telling myself that I had to do the right thing. Then I would feel that hurt, the pain that they made me feel. And I wouldnt want to do what Jesus would do anymore. I wanted to make them hurt as much as possible because I was. Then today I finaly just gave it to God. And everything turn out just fine. The cause of all the pain and hurt was just a huge misunderstanding.
Then there was the happy amazed part of me this weekend. I was so excited to be spending those 30 hours with some of those people. Like there was nothing more I wanted. I wanted to spend some quality time with michael, I wanted to spend some time goofying off with Chris and I really wanted to just spend some fun time with Danielle. Nothing against all the other people, its just that those are some of the people I really needed and wanted to spend some time with. So that part made me soo happy. Like when Michael made me "ride" the piano bench across the room going "Yar" and then when we hopped from X to X shaking our booties.
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding, And all the lights that lead us there are blinding. Because maybe, You're gonna be the one who saves me ? And after all,You're my wonderwall. This one is to God. Sometimes we just gotta close our eyes because its soo bright and only he knows whats there. Its these winding times that makes us stronger in each other and gain those relationships where we can always know they will be there for us.
By now you should've somehow Realized what you're not to do. Oh and I have. I let my anger get to me soo much and usaly I dont. I need to calm down.
I don't believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now. And this....this is for my petite amie. Elle est très étonné et je te veux. Elle me frappe =<
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