So today I started getting really freaked out about college. One of my friends told me that they got into a college and I just kinda went huh, I guess they wont be with me forever. I mean I was really excited about college and leaving and starting over or whatever but when you realize that none of your friends will be there, that you will be completly alone, Its tough.
But then again, at the same time I am so excited because it will be new. It will be my DREAM! I will be in a all Christian school using my talents to learn. I will be on the path of a professional musician!!! Right now I feel that music is me, that I cant go a second without singing for playing guitar(real or air) and just rocking out. Then since I am learning piano it just feels that its becoming more real, that God is allowing me to grow and learn and become what I need to be. Yes there are times when I lose focus, but in the end I knew exactly what I will be. I will not be a Rockstar in a awesome band, I will not be someone that everyone in the world will know who I am, but I will be a worshiper. I will lead thousands and thousands in worship through music. Are you as excited as I AM?!? Being on a stage with 10,000 people all looking at you and listening to you and what your ten little fingers are doing, and when they feel it and want to live it just like me.
But until then, I am satisfied with myself listening and feeling and wanting to live. Dream on, dream on, dream until your dreams come true.
But then again, at the same time I am so excited because it will be new. It will be my DREAM! I will be in a all Christian school using my talents to learn. I will be on the path of a professional musician!!! Right now I feel that music is me, that I cant go a second without singing for playing guitar(real or air) and just rocking out. Then since I am learning piano it just feels that its becoming more real, that God is allowing me to grow and learn and become what I need to be. Yes there are times when I lose focus, but in the end I knew exactly what I will be. I will not be a Rockstar in a awesome band, I will not be someone that everyone in the world will know who I am, but I will be a worshiper. I will lead thousands and thousands in worship through music. Are you as excited as I AM?!? Being on a stage with 10,000 people all looking at you and listening to you and what your ten little fingers are doing, and when they feel it and want to live it just like me.
But until then, I am satisfied with myself listening and feeling and wanting to live. Dream on, dream on, dream until your dreams come true.
2 comments:
DUDE! No one said I was going there for sure! No one said that you can't drive for like an hour to hang out with people, I mean really dude! I love to drive, I don't care if it takes an hour to get there! Its all part of the fun of growing up!
And its good that you are dreaming! Keep dreaming its good to dream, but always remember the reality in the world too!
So, I've noticed something... your attitude... your dreams... your future. Remember that Indy sucks, that Indy is a loser that means nothing, can't play guitar, can't sing, anything. Remember that you are pretty much the biggest loser in the entire universe. It is God in you that makes you anything. Remember that. Worshiping has nothing to do with Indy, Church has nothing to do with the people in it. It is all God.
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